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Mar 23, 2007 4:34 am
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Panic...
Where is SHE? No letter. No MSN visiting. No signs of her. Bad thoughts going through my head. I don`t know what to think, but still believe that she is okay and don`t have time to chat with me. Haven`t seen her in the internet for couple months. Or is she just ignor me?
She isn`t me girlfriend. We are just friends. I would better say that we are good friends and even distance in thousands of kilometers isn`t a problem.
Grace, if you read this post someday, you have to know that I miss u and wanna see you....
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Mar 22, 2007 8:32 pm
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Days have passed me by...
Too many sh[i!1l]t has happend during that period I haven`t written anything here. I have such feeling, that I`m startin` forget English.
On the 25th of February the dragedy happend. Me friend and a neighbour of mine have died. It was an accident on the road. The speed was too high....Damn I almost cry. I still can`t believe, that Sergei and Valera have gone. When I meet with me friends, or at work, or in the University I feel myself cool and always laughing, but when I`m alone, for example like now, the strange feelings are visitin` me. I become sad, and even bounce music can`t make me smile or happy.
Yesterday, I saw Sergei in my dream...He said, that everything is OK THERE. I was glad to here it, but then he said, that he have to go and left. I didn`t want him to leave, and chased him, but he went out the door and disappeared. I know that I`ll meet him in my dreams again.
Rest In Peace guys. I`ll keep only bright memory about you...
Gracy...Where are you? Where have you gone? Haven`t heard from you a word. I even called you, but can`t reach you. Please answer me. I`m worried.
People kaap yourself!
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Mar 22, 2007 8:31 pm
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Days have passed me by...
Too many sh[i!1l]t has happend during that period I haven`t written anything here. I have such feeling, that I`m startin` forget English.
On the 25th of February the dragedy happend. Me friend and a neighbour of mine have died. It was an accident on the road. The speed was too high....Damn I almost cry. I still can`t believe, that Sergei and Valera have gone. When I meet with me friends, or at work, or in the University I feel myself cool and always laughing, but when I`m alone, for example like now, the strange feelings are visitin` me. I become sad, and even bounce music can`t make me smile or happy.
Yesterday, I saw Sergei in my dream...He said, that everything is OK THERE. I was glad to here it, but then he said, that he have to go and left. I didn`t want him to leave, and chased him, but he went out the door and disappeared. I know that I`ll meet him in my dreams again.
Rest In Peace guys. I`ll keep only bright memory about you...
Gracy...Where are you? Where have you gone? Haven`t heard from you a word. I even called you, but can`t reach you. Please answer me. I`m worried.
People kaap yourself!
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12.12.2006
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Dec 12, 2006 7:02 am
Mood: naughty,
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Daaaamn )
It`s already the 12th of December and there is no snow in Estonia yet. Can`t imagine New Year whithout snow. I know what is gonna be: the 1st of January - the view from the window makes me laugh, there is sh[i!1l]t everywhere and the amount of people you can count on the fingaz))) And the human doesn`t look like human, I betta say that he looks like zombie The town is asleep, almost every person has a hang-over  But not me)))) And this moment I`ll enjoy for a long time.
Teachers are gone crazy, they make the exam of Sociology already on the 2nd of January. I mean this is insane to have an exam too early. Cause last year I came from coma only on the 4th of J. In Russia for example people have holidays till 10th of JAnuary including. I remember the last year, when we had exam session two weeks before new Year and two weeks after... That was totally crazy!!!
Actually, I don`t feel like it`s almost holidays. Don`t know what causes such a strange feeling. Maybe my way of life is too boring? Or maybe I`m not ready for celebrations? Ahhh, who knows? I suspect only one reason what make me so misunderstood, it`s STRANGE ME!
Yep, the title of my Blog gives you to understand, that I`m a bit...strange...crazy...nuts Sometimes I can be sad, or cross, happy or killed by the bad news) Like we all know and say "sh[i!1l]t happens". Life is pleasant thing from my point of view) And people donˇt judge bad mood if youˇre things going not so good. Life was given for us to live and to enjoy it. We just must be simple...And like I always say: "Simplicity is the second happiness!"
Damn, that must be strange indeed)) Talkinˇsh[i!1l]t make people think that I have problem with my head
Anyway, be cool and be nice, and donˇt think TWICE!!! Think more times
All the best to you and to your nearest! Good luck!
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11.12.2006
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Dec 11, 2006 7:18 am
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Hi everyone again!
Damn, I`ve started my diary page not from the word DAAAMN This is a succes I think))) However, it can still be mentioned during the post
Ok, let us start!
How are my things? They are well! I would say, that they are moooooore then WELL, maybe SUPERB would my much appropriate Visiting school constantly, now I have interest to study, cause I learn the material that is given and I find it interesting. I`m not even frightened of the exams, beacause If I study hard, I`ll get good marks So I betta give more time to my lessons.
Today I`ll finish the renovating)))) So glad that it`s over! BUT, my ucle `ve started renovating his bar-restraunt So now I work at home and in his bar. We work in uncle`s restraunt in the evenings, cause in the afternon there are a lot of visitors or clients))) And, not to disturb their appetite we have to work in the evening. The last 4 days I come home at about 1:00 - 1:30 a.m. and in the morning someone always wakes me up. I looked in the mirror yesterday and saw bruises under my eyes, I1`m like a freak now, even better to say ZOMBIE OK, just jokin)))
Oh, by the way, my friend has returned home from the Army))) He is so glad. He still can`t used to our simple life regime))) He still wakes up at 7 or sometimes at 6 o`clock in the morning. Of course he calls me at about 10 or 9!DAAAAamn, he`s crazy, cause I`m asleep still..Ok whatever.
Ok, I should go now. Have some things to be done. See you later dear readers, only if such people exist of course.
Anyway all the best to everyone!!!
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addition to 5.12.2006
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Dec 4, 2006 3:07 pm
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Daaamn)
I have found out, that all my posts begin with word DAMN))
I`ll tell y it`s so) The reason is, when I come to write a new post here, this is the only word, which goes around in my head) I have so many thoughts, that I don`t even know with what to start) This is the conclusion of the "DAAAAMN"
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5.12.2006
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Dec 4, 2006 3:03 pm
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Daaaamn=) It`s already December the 5th. New Year comes in 26 days...
But there so many unfinished things to do yet. For example: have to make 3 homeworks in Maths, prepare for the exams, make my renoveting in flat complete, find a part time job and many more. Some people would say that this is unreal, probably they are right, but we have to try to do maximum of things are stayin` incomplete.
Me and my friends have already decided waht we are going to do on New YEars eve) The plan is next: this New Year we`ll spend as usual, till about 1 or 2 a.m. we sit at home with our relatives and after that friends come to me and we`ll have a party till morning. This is the oldest programm ever))) Every NEw Year we geather at my place and have fun. When we open our eyes, we sak each other, if we could dirnk that much and the answer is - YES. Wanna say, that this NY will be special for me, cause I quit drinking=) As it said:" In what way do you meet the NY, in that way youˇre going to live the next year!" By the way, while everybody we`ll be drinkin`, I be learnin` the material, that was given at the University
Shhh..t...Time passes too fast. I remember that it was only June a few moments ago, and now it`s December. Can`t say that this year was easy to me, instead it was difficult. Life isn`t an easy thing in it`s way. Hopem that next year `ll be much better and more pleasent.
Today I got up early and half of a night I couldn`t sleep at all. I don`t know what could cause such an effect for me=) Now I don`t wanna sleep. And I don`t know till what time I`ll be sittin` here and what will I do))) Maybe will download some film and watch it...I don`t know=0)))
Okey then all the best for everyone!
I`m going to do donno what
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28.11.2006
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Nov 28, 2006 5:18 am
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Daaaaamn, it`s been a long time I haven`t written here something=)
THink, there`s a need to make things correct!)))
The day has only begun...For me=) Though it`s 3 : oo P.M. in Estonia, for me it`s only the beginning...Like it`s said: " Russian people have morning since that moment, when they are awake!" Sometimes I think that these words are right for some reason. Maybe just because Iˇm a half russian
Canˇt say, that today is a special day. Nothing has happend yet. The only thing is that George Bush is in our country now. For Estonian people this is a sensation. I canˇt see anything georgous in this. Itˇs casual. Yeah, not every day we have such guests as American President in here, but still... I wouldn`t say, that his visit brings more possibilities and chances to raise our economy or make our life better. Our authoritis asked him about going to America without visa. If Bush agrees, then maybe it`s good, I can visit USA without payin` for visa But I have never wanted to visit United States... I don`t know why. Heard that it`s beautiful country from my frineds, but it doesn`t make me wanna come ) Anyway, everything in this life happens for a reason, maybe Bush`s visit was arranged for some reasons too, who knows...
Today I have some things to do finished about renovering in our flat. Need to put some boards on the floor and It`s finished=) Hope, that on this week we can buy a new kitchen at last))))))) I`ve been waiting for this minute during was renovering the flat
These are the all news for the moment. Hope that people who read my Diary like it...
All the best wishes to you!
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10.11.2006
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Nov 9, 2006 3:17 pm
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Daaaaaamn
Today was a hard day. So many strange things happened. My day was started only in the afternoon, exactly at about 13:30. This is because I`ve reached my flat only at 6 o`clock in the morning. I was on a disco. Shhh***T I ain`t gonna visit "that" club again! Jesus, there were so many drunk people, and I want to say they were grownups. If Iˇm 19, so they were about 25-30. I canˇt say, that all people were drunk, but the major of them couldnˇt walk by them selves. As I donˇt drink at all(Iˇve decided quit drinkin` alcohol), I just enjoyed the music and danced.
Damn donno what to write. Just so many thoughts in my head. Probably this is because we go to Norway soon. Need some money to earn OOOoooor I have nothing to pay for the university It is X-mas eve soon, I and my friends, we`ll celebrate it far away from home. I think we won`t even celebrate it at all, just spend these two days at work. But the New Year we gonna meet at home, in Tallinn! This will be the first New Year without alcohol, since I was 14  
By the way, today my older Sista for the first time saw pictures of a pen-pal, with whom I`ve met here - in KoreanFriendFinder. Sista said, the G. is pretty nice and beautiful, and she likes G. to be my GF, but later I thought:"Damn, G. i so far from me, and I`m from her, how can she be my GirlFriend? That`s because I have never had a long distance LOVE" But I really believe, that we could meet each other, not even like lovers, but like friends=)
Yeah, I think I better go to sleep, cause it`s already time to see the third dream
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8.11.2006
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Nov 7, 2006 4:19 pm
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Yo what`s up my blog
It`s already Wednesday, 2:07 am, and I`m not sleepin`. Tuesday was normal day of my routine. I got up at 1 p.m, but could make it earlier, donnou, what has happend to me But still...Today I and my friden went to a gym. Yees, yeees, the muscles are aching...Of course they will, cause I haven`t visited this place for a half a year. We made 2.5 kilometers runnin` and some boxing exercises - that was all Damn I feel shame on me. But it`s ok I think, because all we know, that sh[i!1l]t happens to us And to me it happens too often.
If someone reads my diary, than I apologize for my English, I don`t speak it well as you`ve already understood.
After the gym we went to buy colors to paint my walls in the kitchen. I have some repair in the place I live in.
After that mf shoppin` I went to a driving school. I hope soon I`ll get a driving license. as for me, I prefer calm driving. Don`t like high speeds.
After the lessons I came home and had some meal.
Now I`m writtin` don`t know what here) and I have some material to study in Microeconomics.
Well I think that will be enough for today, cause I`m sleepy a lil` bit
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