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Jun 4, 2009 1:53 pm
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It`s all grey... Looking out from the window - doesn`t make no sense, that could give some feeling of Summer. All day long it rained... Leaving my home gloomy weather met me outside my shelter. From 10 a.m. to 18 p.m. I was at work. Can`t say that earned some good money, but for the first day after a year of giving my self to my country it is something. Could make more, but had no time. Had to buy some stuff, that mom asked.
Home... Nobody was at home. Sis was swingin` somewhere, mom was at work. Stomache was empty, so I started cooking. Outside it still rained. From time to time I looked outside the window with a hope, that rain stops, clouds run away or disappear and I`ll enjoy with a smile of the Sun, but it didn`t happened. Mood went to minus. People were running, hiding from the rain. Some of them used umbrellas...
Two beers, chips, film... and that`s it. Day is one step closer to its logical ending.
Tomorrow going to work again. Can`t say that I don`t want to, just this "greyness" makes me saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad...
Dreams are waiting...went to sleep.
best wishes people!
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free...
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Jun 2, 2009 8:35 am
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Yeap, it`s over! What`s over? Duty)) Army is finished. Now I`m again civilian. That was a hard and fun time.
What`s next? No job, money is almost spent. Who knows, maybe destiny will give me a chance with a workplace, but if you count on a destiny, keep your bottom movin`, but not just sitting at home and watching tv on the sofa)) I believe, that everything will be fine!!!
Don`t look for the miracle, create it by youself!=)
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It`ll be better...I believe...
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May 1, 2009 11:14 pm
Mood: good,
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So hard to believe, that I haven`t visited this site for so long. But it`s simple to explain - army!))) I`m on duty now. 28 days more and it`s over! What will I do next? Work? University?
I`ve already lost in my thoughts. Firstly gonna find some job abroad the country, cause here I won`t get it in anyway! F crisis!!! Yesterday laying in bed I thought:" So sick of all that is happening in the world! Alone...Maybe I need some relationship? Nooo. Not yet. Why don`t I buy a one-way-ticket, let us say, to Norway and try to find job there? It would be great! But no one waits me there))) I just need to earn money to pay for the next year of studying! Don`t wanna quit! I`ll do my best to finish it!..."
Daaaaaaa*m))) Still haven`t visited Seoul!!! But it`s okay, time will give this chance in future.
Oh, by the way, today my sister gets merried! Couple hours and she`ll be merried. I`d better go and check my suit!!!
All the best to you people...Surely, if anyone read it!=)
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next summer)))
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Sep 10, 2007 7:04 am
Mood: daaaamn:D,
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If I stay alive till next Summer and nothing will happen to me, then I`m gonna visit Seoul. Three years ago I wanted to go to Korea with my father, but some financial problems have appeared. I`m planning this trip already two weeks Silly, but who knows, maybe my dreams will come true next August?
If somebody reads this post, probably he or she could help me a lil)) Need to know some info abput, climate, currency, places to visit
daaaamN)))
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shhhhshhh)))
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Sep 10, 2007 1:11 am
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Daaaamn!!!)))
Haven`t written here for so long So many things had happened. Don`t even know where to start from=) OK try to start improvisly)))
Let`s start from Summer. Summer didn`t seem to be so shiny and hot and it wasn`t. Rainy days, the beach felt so lonely. And only in the end of July there were two weeks of heat, and on the radio was said that nobody wants to work everyone`s on the beach. I wanted to get Sun tan too, but couldn`t - had to work so hard.
In April found a girl for myself))) She`s more taller then me))) But I think that the height is not important between humans relationships. Her name`s Aljona, she`s Russian of course))) It`s hard to find Korean girl here in Tallinn. So probably I`m gonna go to Korea to find a wife for my self cause father wants me to merry a Korean girl)))
And this year again I`ve passed to the University))) again economics)) But now I`ll study in the evening and work during the day. hope this time luck will hold me tight as never)))
So probably this is it for today. Promise to write more and more often))) And now would like to wish you all the best and to be happy! )
Good luck!
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Estonia...
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May 8, 2007 6:32 am
Mood: disappointed,
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It`s been a long time I haven`t written here anything.
At the moment I`m sick. I`m sick already since previous week. Cough, left ear hears badly...Pretty sh*tty days)))
But such kind of the days have not only me in our country. I live in Estonia. It`s rather hard to find my country on the map. But I think the whole world heard what has happend last week.
Our government has decided that The Brozne Soldier should leave the place, where it stood for several ten years. This monument suddenly started to prevent don`t know whom. In a day when the memorial must been removed on Toenismjagi hill geathered pretty lot of people. Their mood didn`t seem good weather. I thought there were only Russian speaking people, but I was wrong...there were Estonians too, which shouted on Russian with accent "This is a shame to our government!" Of course Russians shouted the same things too. At about 7 o'clock in the evening something happened(at that time I was at work). Our co-worker called us and said that the disorder has started. A half of night disorders lasted. HUGO BOSS shop was robbed, but not only HUGO many more shops were empty till morning. Next day I was at work again. At 8 o'clock a friend of my neighbour called him and told, that estonians are beating russians. The mess has started over again. More close to 11 p.m. guys who read and saw news from the T.V. said that there were riots with police too. I wanted to go to the centre too, but mom called me and asked me to promise her, that I wonˇt go there...I promised and didnˇt go...Couple days later Iˇve found out that a firend of mine was walking in the centre on the second day of disorders. He said he was shocked when police just ran to their side and put everyone on the ground. He didnˇt understand what is happening and why does police arrested them. They did nothing, just went home and didnˇt want to have problems with cops. What da F*CK should people call it?My friend just a pupil, and he has to pass 2 or 1 exams. His luck was in that he screamed that he is a pupil and he has to write exams and not to hit him to his head. After that they were delivered to D-Terminal...There reigned chaos! People were beaten by the police. There were russians, estonians and even foreigners: english, finnish and swedish. People just were sitting on the cold ground. They havenˇt been given even a water to drink...
The day before yesterday I got such news that one of my neighbours is in jail now. Actually I didnˇt see him for a long time, but still itˇs unpleasant to know about it...
So that is our democracy.
I donˇt know how will tomorrow been spent. Itˇs the 9th of May, the Great Holiday, the day of the Victory over the Faschism.
I donˇt know how to finish todays post, so I just put three points in the end. THink that will write more soon. Keep yourself people!
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good day!
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Mar 31, 2007 10:56 am
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Greetings to every reader who reads my silly thoughts in this diary
What can I say? Today is a good day, but must not forget that it still continues...
Well, today... Today I was sitting at home all day long while Sun was shining outside. Damn I`m a cheater))) I went outside and not even once but TWICE The weather was great and I even heard how birds sang, happy faces wlaking the streets and me...with leg Sister`s working at the moment. Mom`s at our neighbours in a next flat. My mood was good all the day! And even now I feel myself cool and happy. Why happy? Sittin` at home with a leg that hurts is a happiness? Or skip FINE WEATHER in front of the PC now have become happiness too?=) No. I feel happy cause there are a lot of reasons. Happy cause I`m still alive and can make good things to my family and friends and realatives. Happy that I know there are people who need me and whom need I. Happy, cause something inside me some inside voice tells me to be happy today. Happy cause have such thoughts in my head that no one has. Wanna that such mood of happiness has never left me! What if everyone on this planet had such mood as I do? What could it change? Lots of things! No wars, no crime, no tears, no pain...We all could live in peace and harmony. But everything in this world is balanced, so we can`t run from daily problems connected with food, taxes, electricity and others. God wants us to see life as it is - in all its colours. We all don`t know what will happen tomorrow or today or in next two minutes. Maybe that`s why I feel HAPPY, because I`ve understood it and now trying to give to understand what is happening inside my head and inside me in whole.
Some stupid thoughts)))))
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Birthday...Sauna...Leg...)))
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Mar 30, 2007 3:09 pm
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It is already the fifth day Iˇm sitting at home and do not go outside for a walk or to meet with my friends. If someone reads my diary, so this person could get curios and wanted to know what has happend to me? Patience is the most strongest weapon of the pupil)))
OK. Here we go... Last Saturday I went to one of my neighbours Birthday. Everything was GREAT! Weather was good, sun was shining all day long. 6 p.m. Iˇm at my friends place. He has cooked tasty dishes and delicious snacks. But the only bad thing was there - is too much of vodka. I wonˇt say how many litres there were, but the fact I got drunk is confirmed=) Later at about 11 p.m. we went to sauna. There was a lot of beer two. Music played loudly, everyone had a good mood... And about 2 a.m. Iˇve burnt my rigt foot. DAAAAMN it hurts already 5 days. On Sunday it didnˇt hurt so much, as the last 5 days. No one is guilty in this situation but only me, cause I could see what would happen if I go near steam generator. So what do you think? It started to work exactly in that moment, when my RIGHT LEG was opposite of it. That was a good party, but with bad end for me=( =)
Now I understand, that next time I should decide If I go to sauna or not? And If I go there, so I must be more careful with dangerous STEAM GENERATORS=)
That is why Iˇm sittinˇat home. The weather was too GOOD outside this week. The weather forecasters say that naxt week itˇs gonna get much cooler, and probably it will be snowy.
That was my story about Birthday...Sauna...Leg...and me, sitting at home alone like a jerk)))
KEEP YOURSELF PEOPLE!!! And all the best to you!!!
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Mar 27, 2007 1:50 pm
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Still listenin` sad music...Some French stuff...Actually I like French music, best of all I like French rap, cause the beat in its music is too hard and it keeps beatin` again and again in my brain and my ears. The track I`m listening is taken from TAXI 4... "sir samuel - frerot" Beautiful music, but donˇt understand the meaning of words. Iˇm asking myself a question :" Does it really matter when you donˇt understand what this or that song is about?" Iˇve found an answer to this question somewhere deep inside me...and itˇs:" It doesnˇt matter If you understand or donˇt understand the meaning of the words, music with its sounding can raplace all the words in the world...The only thing you have to do, is to understand musics language..."
Donˇt know why Iˇm so sad for the last week. Somtehing strange happens... Iˇm worried about something, but about what even DONˇT KNOW!!! Our government still goinˇ insane...Theyˇll take down the "monument to the Unknown soldier" who faught against fascism. I think this action `ll bring a lot of troubles and problems.
sh[i!1l]tTY TIME COMES!!!I FEEL IT!!!
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