TO CLARIFY... YES , I BLAME MYSELF & MYSELF ONLY ...NO ONE ELSE FOR FALLING FOR DA WRONG GUYS TIME AFTER TIME. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I AM SO FED UP W/ MYSELF FOR BEING ABLE TO DETECT DA PLAYA WHEN I RUN INTO ONE, BUT NOT BEING ABLE TO CONTROL MY ATTRACTIONS TO DA PLAYA... SO TO HELP ME CONTROL MY EMOTIONS TOWARD THESE PLAYAS , GOT MY SELF 3 SUNSOOS TO COACH ME... & GUESS WUT??? DAMN ITS WORKING LIKE A CHARM... BUT THERE'S ONE LITTLE PROBLEM... DON'T LIKE MYSELF FOR WUT I'VE BECOME...
I USED TO B VERY SENTIMENTAL PERSON & GET MY HEART BROKEN WAY TOO OFTEN...PAINFUL, BUT KINDA LIKED DAT MOOSH FEELING MADE ME REALIZE MY HEART WAS ALIVE!!!
BUT CAN'T FEEL MY HEART ANYMORE... COLDHEARTED, NOW I KNOW WUT DAT MEANS...
K.. I'M ALL OVER W/ DA SUBJECT NOW.. WELL... IT SEEMS LIKE MANY OF U GUYS & GIRLS R LIVING DAT WAY THESE DAYS... MANY OF U CLAIM DAT UR HAVING FUN, BUT HOW MANY OF U ACTUALLY LIKE DAT KINDA LIFE??? CONQUER & MOVE ON... W/ NO EMOTIONS ATTACHED...
WELL UNDERSTANDBLE IF UR STILL YOUNG SAY UNDER 30, WANNA EXPERIENCE AS MANY PARTNERS AS POSSIBLE OR TO SEE HOW MANY U CAN CONQUER... BUT ONCE U PASS SO MANY YEARS & SO MANY DIFFERENT PARTENERS U HAV CONQUERED, I WOULD ASSUME U 'D GET TIRED OF DA SAME OLD GAME & SAME OLD PPL U CONQUERED...
I'M ALMOST CONVINCED DAT DA PLAYAS OVER 30YRS OLD R COWARDS WHO R SCARED OF BEING EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED...& HAV FEAR OF REJECTIONS ONCE THEY EXPOSE THEIR TRUE IMAGE...
I STILL FEEL LIKE ONE OF DA NEWBIES, BUT I'VE BEEN ON KFF FOR 6MONTHS ALREADY...
DESPITE SOME BAD EXPERIENCES I HAD ON KFF, I'M CONTENT DAT I'VE MET SOME AWESOME PPL & DAT I BECAME FRIENDS W/ THEM... SO IT'S ALL GOOD!!!
HERE I GO AGAIN SIDETRACKING... WUT I REALLY WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT IS HOW I'M GOING THRU REALLY TUFF TIMES RITE NOW, CAN'T GET INTO DETAILS... SORRY.
SO MANY HORRIBLE UPSETTING THINGS HAPPENED TO ME ALL @ ONCE IN THIS LAST 1 MONTH...BET MOST PPL WOULDN'T B ABLE TO HANDLE DA SITUATION I'M IN. BUT FINALLY YESTERDAY GOT A NEWS WHICH MADE ME REALIZE SOMETHING GOOD HAS COME OUT OF SOME OF THESE UNFORTUNATE OCCURENCES.
POINT HERE IS DAT IN DA END THINGS WILL ALWAYS WORK OUT DA WAY IT SHOULD...
JUST WANTED TO TELL OTHERS WHO RECENTLY R GOING THRU HARD TIMES TO HANG IN THERE... U'LL C DA LIGHTS SOON!!! CUZ ITS ALL GOOD!!!
ALSO WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE TO HAV VERY SAFE & HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! CHEEERS!!!!!
SO... I'VE BEEN TO TALKING TO SOME OF U GUYS ABOUT FALLING IN LUV~~~ MY UNDERSTANDING IS DAT GUYS DO NOT OR @ LEAST NOT EASILY FALL IN LUV LIKE WE GIRLS DO... UNLIKE US GIRLS WHO WANT TO B W/ DA GUY WE LUV, GUYS RATHER PICK & CHOOSE THEIR MATE, WHICH IS SO UNFAIR.. BY DA TIME WE'VE TOTALLY FALL IN LUV W/ U, U MITE HAV BEEN TESTING OUT FEW TO SEE WHICH FITS U DA BEST. SOOOOO NOT FAIR... BREAKING GIRLS HEARTS!!!
LADIES!!! HERE'S DA LIST OF THINGS GUYS LOOK FOR IN GIRLS WHEN THEY DO THEIR COMPARISON~~~ 1- HOW HOT U LOOK 2- HOW GOOD U R IN DA BED 3- CAN U COOK & CLEAN 4- CAN U LEAD INTELLIGENT CONVERSATIONS 5- DO U HAV SENSE OF HUMOR 6- R U ONE MAN WOMAN
HONESTLY... I THINK GUYS SHOULD WAKE UP & SMELL DA COFFEE!!! LIKE THEY HAV SO MUCH TO OFFER!!! BIG CHAM NAH!!!
SAY U WERE DATING A PERSON WHO CONSTANTLY ASKS SAME Q 'S OVER & OVER LIKE HIS MIND WAS SOMEWHERE ELSE OR BLANKS OUT WHEN U TELL THAT PERSON VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATIONS...
LATER U FIND OUT THAT PARTICULAR PERSON HAS A PROBLEM...
HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING THIS PERSON IS A A] DRUGGY= BRAIN DOESN'T FUNCTION PROPERLY THEREFORE TEND 2 BLANK OUT B] PLAYER= WAY 2 MANY LOVERS GETS INFOS ALL MIXED UP BETWEEN DIFFERENT LOVERS
IF U WERE TO B STUCK W/ ONE OF DA 2 TYPES OF LOSERS, WHICH DO U PREFER?????
I KNOW MOST OF U WILL SAY NEITHER... DROP THEM BOTH!!!
BUT LETS SAY U HAV NO CHOICES OR EVEN BETTER... U WILL DROP DAT PERSON.... WUT WILL MAKE U FEEL LESS IDIOTIC.. KNOWING DAT U WERE DATING A DRUGGY OR A PLAYER??????????????