MY COUNTDOWN STARTS NOW ! Jan 7, 2008 8:06 am 1680 Views MY ASSIGNMENT IN KOREA IS FINISHED AND I AM SCHEDULED TO FINALLY LEAVE FOR INDIA ON 24 JAN 08. I SHALL CARRY WITH ME ,FOREVER , THE MEMORIES OF THIS WONDERFUL PLACE KOREA AND ITS WONDERFUL PEOPLE.I DON'T THINK THAT EVER IN MY LIFE IN FUTURE I MAY GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO EXPERIENCE SUCH LOVELY PEOPLE AND RICH CULTURE.I CONSIDER MYSELF FORTUNATE TO BE HERE AND WORK HERE FOR ONE YEAR.YES I DO LOVE KOREA AND KOREAN PEOPLE FOR SURE. ONE DAY I JOINED THIS SITE JUST CASUALLY AND SINCE THEN IT HAS BEEN NEARLY 1 YEAR THAT I HAVE BEEN HERE.I HAVE VIRTUALLY BEEN ADDICTED TO THIS SITE AND TO YOUR COMPANY.I THANK U ALL FOR THE WONDERFUL COMPANY THAT U HAVE PROVIDED ME DURING THIS PERIOD.AS I CHATTED , PLAYED ,LAUGHED, FROWNED ,FOUGHT WITH U I ALWAYS FELT AS IF I WAS NOT AN OUTSIDER BUT JUST ONE AMONGST YOU. I MAY NOT BE HERE QUITE OFTEN NOW BUT I HOPE TO LOGIN OCCASIONALLY TO SAY HI TO YOU. I DO LOVE AND RESPECT YOU ALL INCL THE FEW ONES WHO HATE ME 2 MUCH.AND YES ONE WORD OF ADVICE FOR THE FEW PEOPLE WHO HATE ME 2 MUCH 'WHAT CAN'T BE CURED MUST BE ENDURED' I TAKE LEAVE FROM ALL OF YOU.ALL MY GOOD WISHES FOR U AS I LEAVE KOREA. 0 Comments

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Dec 30, 2007 6:49 pm 2163 Views MY HEARTFELT NEW YEAR GREETINGS TO ALL THE KFF MEMBERS.I TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WONDERFUL TIME I HAVE PASSED IN YOUR WONDERFUL COMPANY.I WISH THIS NEW YEAR BRINGS GOOD LUCK , PROSPERITY AND GOOD HEALTH FOR U AND YOUR FAMILY. 5 Comments

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE Dec 22, 2007 1:56 am Mood: calm, 1810 Views I WISH THAT THIS CHRISTMAS USHERS IN PROSPERITY AND GOOD HEALTH FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.MAY ALL UR WISHES AND DREAMS HITHERTO UNFULFILLED BE FULFILLED THIS CHRISTMAS. 1 comment

TONIGHT WAS TOO HEAVY ON MY HEART Dec 19, 2007 2:45 am Mood: depressed, 1886 Views Tonight for the whole night my heart was too heavy.I kept crying for the whole night ; in my dreams .For the whole night i kept seeing the glimpses of my late father in my dreams.He was alive and he was quite healthy.He was sitting on the back seat of a two wheeler.I called him to come with me but he nodded his head in negative indicating that he could not come.No night has been so heavy on my heart before ; ever since his expiry of Nov 04/07. I slept 2 late yesterday night .I got up very late today.For the day also i was sad and depressed.Today i had to observe a fortnightly fast as per our religious rites.I missed this fast by mistake as i had breakfast in the morning which i was not supposed to do.AS per our religious requirements son has to offer water to his father for one year daily after the expiry of his father.I do it daily without any fail but today since i got up too late i offered water 2 my father 2 late. I am really so imperfect.Maybe my father was trying to wake me up from my dream as it was the time for offering him water.I cant do even this much for my father.I am really so imperfect.I personally never believed in these priestly rituals but my father was very traditional and he strongly believed in these rituals and so i wish to follow it as per his beliefs. 3 Comments

10 REASONS WHY I AM SOO GOOOOOD IN BED Dec 13, 2007 1:14 am Mood: cheerful, 2086 Views HEHE ! I CHANGED MY MIND.I THINK ITS TOO PERSONAL TO BE PUT HERE.BUT YES IF I WOULD SAY IT HERE IT WOULD DEFINATELY MAKE U HOT AND WET. 2 Comments

AM I BECOMMING SUPERHUMAN ? Dec 5, 2007 6:29 pm Mood: confused, 1641 Views Its very cold here these days in Seoul.I am putting on warm clothing.A strange thing is happening to me.I am getting charged.I am getting shock / electric current upon touching metal articles ie a tap , a door handle , etc.The intensity of this shock is increasing day by day.Yesterday a cup of coffee fell off my hand when i touched the handle of hot water dispenser for adding water to coffee.Today i got an electric shock from water flowing off a tap in the washbasin. This thing has happened to me earlier about 2 years back when i was in Qatar.I used to get shock when i touched the handle of the main office door.Irony was that i used to get shock only on my left hand and not on my right hand. What is this happening to me ? I am getting charged exponentially day by day.Am i becomming superhuman like spiderman and the batman?Am i the 'hatman' in making? I am always putting on leather gloves these days to avoid shock.My day 2 day activity is getting affected 2 much. Getting so many shocks every now and then ; am i the 'shockman' in the making? Which doctor should i consult?A physician?A Cardiologist? or a Neurologist ? What is this happening to me? Plz help and advice.Trust me i am telling the truth. 7 Comments

LIVING A DAY DREAM ! IS THIS REALLY REAL? Nov 28, 2007 11:48 pm Mood: sad, 1426 Views It has been 25 days since my fathers expiry.I remember that i once had a deadly dellusion which is difficult for me to detail here and i saw my father being brutally killed by some miscreants.Under shock i suddenly woke up and i saw my father sleeping by my side. I sometimes feel that is this really for real or that i am just living another dellusion and i will wake up again to find my father by my side. 3 Comments

BREAKING DOWN AT THRESHHOLD Nov 27, 2007 5:57 pm Mood: gloomy, 1390 Views People who know me closely believe that i am a mentally and an emotionally strong person.But there were two occasions when i broke down and cried like hell.First when the doctor pronounced my father as dead and second when during religious ritual while giving bath to my father's dead body the priest asked me to give money to my father for his journey to heaven.I broke down at the second instant coz i remember how due to my prolonged illness and consequent unemployment i could not support my father financially in his hours of dire need.I cried very strangely hiding my face in my fathers body ; trying to control myself and it seemed as if i was laughing aloud rather than crying. But i am satisfied that for past some years when i have been professionally settled i supported my father the best i could.My father would sometimes call me and gave me all his good wishes for this support.I would tell my father that i was not a bad son , unlike he thought , and that i would love to help him provided that i had money but if i myself were unemployed i was helpless. 1 comment

IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT ? Nov 27, 2007 5:31 pm Mood: gloomy, 1219 Views My father expired on 4th Nov 07.Two days after lighting his Pyre we went to the crematorium for collecting his ashes.There was nothing but a potful of ashes there.'Is this all what a man is'- so much hue and cry , ego , issues etc about what finally is a potful of ashes - this was my wife's remark at that time.Is this what life is all about? 0 Comments

MY FATHER - A NOBLE SOUL DEPARTS FOREVER Nov 27, 2007 5:17 pm Mood: gloomy, 2651 Views I returned from India yesterday.I am returning after lighting my fathers pyre.I reached my home in India on an emergency leave on 4 th Nov at 10 am.The same day my father breathed his last in my arms at 8:30 pm.My sister had observed that he accepted two spoons of water from me before his last breath.He had been suffering from Tuberculosis.He finally died of a cardiac arrest.His death was sudden like the flickering of an eye.We believe that only noble souls with noble deeds have such instantaneous death.He was scheduled to be taken to the super specialty Apollo Hospital in Delhi on 6th Nov by morning flight.I had planned a leave for 3 months from my office for his personal care.But he expired on 4th Nov itself at 8:30 pm when we were discussing and finalizing preparations for shifting him to Delhi. With this the person whom i loved and liked the most on this earth and in my family has managed to give me a slip - successfully.He is no more with me.He was a lower level Government employee.He was an exceptional Son , a caring father,a caring brother , a very simple and noble human being.He always lived and sacrificed for others without ever caring for himself. Finally i can say that i was lucky to be there when my father was in his last moments.In fact everyone remarked that he had been actually waiting for me and holding has death to see me for the last time.My father was a noble soul and so he had an instantaneous rather than a prolonged and a painful death.My father was satisfied that all his 3 children were settled in their personal and professional life and they would take care of his dependent brother. 13 Comments

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