http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/TheFuturePhD/index.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429 Insightful, realistic and cynical ramblings about things that impress, offend, enthrall or anger me.CAUTION: Caustic language may be used and subject matter may be off-putting. http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12326.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I am a historian. I am proud of that. I am a student of history and a student of global politics, economics, sociology and philosophy. I am proud of the accomplishments I have made in these fields. Mon, 29 Jun 2009 04:23:44 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12326.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12105.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= Okay, so I just resigned from my hagwan, my "school" from Hell.Let me describe to you my process of getting here.I contact this recruiter (let's call him turd blossom) and give him my information. He Tue, 10 Mar 2009 02:10:35 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12105.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12096.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= Schools are not businesses. They will never be businesses, they can never be run as businesses and no teacher can be viewed as an assembly line worker.The mark of business is to turn a profit, not ed Sat, 07 Mar 2009 03:11:39 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12096.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12060.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I met someone. God's plan of screwing my life up failed. I still lost my faith in God, even with this development, but I am a lot happier now.Maybe the six years of pain will be over now. Sun, 22 Feb 2009 03:06:39 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_12060.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11970.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= May I BeThe search is exhaustedThe results are exaltedAt last I found what I thought I never wouldThough the memories I hold come back to meThe pain they bring is breaking freeI know I'm meant to foll Sun, 25 Jan 2009 21:40:25 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11970.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11964.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= It's the greatest feeling on Earth.Dismissal comes in three forms:1) The Narrow Mind (or the "That's never happened to me" route)Instantly, this puts me on the defensive, diminishing my pain and mise Thu, 22 Jan 2009 02:31:57 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11964.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11953.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= You heard me. I turned 30 today and all I want is to die.I have nothing but complete heart ache here in Korea. I DJed a co-worker's birthday, only to be ignored while I did it and not thanked after Mon, 19 Jan 2009 04:19:44 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11953.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11904.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= Now that my fourth screenplay, "One Of A Million," is complete, I'm beginning on my next one, a romantic piece about a man who finds is soul in Seoul.This one might actually be sold here in Korea, sin Sun, 04 Jan 2009 00:21:24 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11904.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11884.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I didn't realize it until Saturday, but I know now that I am a complete alcoholic that needs help.Saturday night, I did something I never thought I'd do again. I went out just to get hammered. I wen Mon, 29 Dec 2008 19:15:06 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11884.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11879.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= 2008 was mixed bag for me. My father and I had an intense falling out near the end of 2007 and I haven't spoken to him since. As the time passes, I feel less and less inclined to speak to him and tr Sun, 28 Dec 2008 06:11:05 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11879.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11844.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I WonderStumbling and at a loss, I have fallen downThere’s no one to pick me up, no one to save me now.Look at this frozen faceComplete dead eyes and locked with fearPeople say they’ll love meWhy aren Tue, 23 Dec 2008 04:20:59 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11844.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11781.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I wrote them. Now I am looking for an agent that won't fuck me.I'll just give the title and the log line.Into Loud Silence"An Army Officer quickly realizes that peace's worst enemy are the people he Thu, 11 Dec 2008 06:46:47 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11781.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11771.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= 1: "Korea for Koreans. Go home." - Let me explain something about myself. I have never said that to anyone, and I have more than enough grounds to. I'm Mohawk. . .Native American. As far as I'm c Mon, 08 Dec 2008 03:39:33 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11771.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11739.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= Too Far GoneAs I watch the sky fallI stop and feel despisedSmile as the world burnsThrough all the hurt in my eyesI'm the one who feels itI'm the one who's always rightI feel my body yearningTo walk o Wed, 03 Dec 2008 05:40:01 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11739.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11707.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I have no attempts at happiness anymore.I just hear everything pound in my head.I am completely lost. I really wish I was never born.There is no one for me in the world, and there never will be.I giv Thu, 27 Nov 2008 06:04:25 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11707.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11692.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= One of my favorite songs by Harry is "A Better Place To Be." The song is over nine minutes long and is a story about a little midnight watchman, a rotund waitress and a woman he picks up one night.Thi Tue, 25 Nov 2008 06:04:53 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11692.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11688.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I got told today to "go home" by some 16 year old punk while on line at Lotte Mart. These people hate anyone not Korean. My students hate the Japanese, the Chinese and black people. They said they Mon, 24 Nov 2008 06:58:20 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11688.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11576.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I usually pass off what and who I am as a person because I don't like going back and remembering, but I have been asked through email why I am the way I am when I "have so much going for me." I am re Sun, 02 Nov 2008 02:34:04 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11576.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11541.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= Still looking for a composer. Here are five more. Tell me what you think?Red DrywallI hold my last respiteI can’t see morning lightI lift my headDrink in the deadAnd make sure I’m all rightClose my Tue, 28 Oct 2008 06:04:59 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11541.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11539.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m= I have had my issues here in my first 100 days here. Rude, impolite bigots called "almost every Korean I've met" have just been pathetically stupid, to the point of depression setting in.But last nig Mon, 27 Oct 2008 04:15:28 -0800 http://koreanfriendfinder.com/blog/4188/post_11539.html?site=ffk&pid=p2429&m=