Sad clown Oct 8, 2007 7:45 pm 1712 Views bleeding, tear, cry in his heart. amend & amend, he want to draw a bigger smiling on face today. take his balloon & candy, walk to the crowd, for bread, for life, to cheering, to please. life, life, life 3 Comments

Firecracker Oct 6, 2007 8:34 pm 1631 Views this few week i cant get in a good sleep. since there is festival season at my place. Although having firecracker & kinds of firework is illegal. but its sell everywhere i dont mind they play arround with that (thats not my business to control). but its come to effect my life. firework & firecracker at 10pm onward, somehow 1-2am at the morning. this really crazy & less educated. i stay at first floor, my bed are just attached to the window area. firework can just bom at my window, & awake-me at first. & now i just cant even sleep-well & to be frighten at any second while i lay on my bed. i dont try my second time to advice them since they are just so rude & less educated. i do once few year before for others case. the secondday my car have 1 long shape scratches , parent & children are act the same, they have good family time while killing others goodtime how long i am going to suffer with this? 2week,3week? i dont know what to do 4 Comments

Black & white Oct 4, 2007 10:03 pm 1651 Views I learn this word during my secondary school & I keep this with me until now. These words are belongs to a great guy. No matter if it is a white cat or a black cat; as long as it can catch mice, it is a good cat The meaning is very wide to apply to our life. I apply to my business, my work, buying things, em….......etc. But what/how this mean to a special one 4 Comments

About my holiday Sep 30, 2007 11:01 pm 1415 Views About the arrival Sleep whole morning and noon….zzzzzzz & zzzzzzz. Its so tire for me after a night at airport. My mum told me I got lots of phone call during my sleeping time & her daughter are so smart to answer each Oh...crazy whose call me? What I was answering? I cant recall anything ...em 5 call. I do return call to each of them & most of them are my client. About the Mid Autumn Moon Festival Em... Everything start and end with people, people, people & eat, eat, still eat. The best part was the paper lantern. We light up more than 30 unit in different size shape & color, along the path to the main gate area. My youngest brother bring out his collection [has been light up for 3years], with few burning mark. We so call its the survivor – the Doreamon. This year we use tea light candle, its safe & long last compare to a traditional candle. The brightest & the highest ------- the full moon. Yap the weather was good. Em…I think the poorest & unhappy guy was the tree, part of the leave turn yellow & fallen after the day (because of the heat release from the candle) About the dentist Ya..i go dental to fix my cracked front RABBIT teeth, just a small corner. He is my parent friend. My mum insist on saying “hi,this my daughter” to him although she was in a rush. & I think of this “give my daughter special treat with special price ” em… such “hi” is always welcome I hate the smell & the noise. He let me seat on the chair for 15minute, that’s crazy for a person whose scare to be there. I don’t like the chair, the mechanical arm like going to operate an alien but just focus on its teeth the only relax & feel funny when i hear his stomach noise inside, think he was so busy & forgot his lunch. This treatment cost me rm42 = $12. What a worthy “HI” About the beach Of course, once a time when I going home. Definitely with my mum, chat some secret topic. Mum & daughter talk. & this my favor, a raw coconut drink & dig the meat after finish the drink. I always ask for NOT SUGAR PLEASE. (always keep in mind & make your order like this, & you will have a coool one) About my grand father in-law This was a coincident date, the memorial day of my grand father in-law. My mum’s have a huge family for more than a hundred people. We do prayer at a temple beside the graveyard. Em..with standard offering & procedure. Not much people attend to this at about 30. This a family full with money, money, & money. All about the legacy issue that’s I am not interest with. Anywhere most of them were more interested to see me. I don’t want to be focused but its turn the other way round. They like to ask question..what, why, how, when, where em….lot, like typical gossip question. I just with my standard smile. I do like to answer but not to a question without go throught the brain. About the leaving My home are near to the airport, 10minute drive. An hours before take off I still home. My dad give me 2 mango. He say that the only 2 that’s he can look for at his orchard. The mango season is over. I am so touch with this. My dad always doing thing silence. He know I like to eat fish. When I am home, he always do this “this a coincident, my friend got this special big fish today, I m so lucky to buy this fishes home” my mum will whisper to me “that’s not the truth, your dad actually purposely brought that’s for u” I know this…this the way my father express himself. We have our 3 big fishes with different cooking recipes within my five day trip. Em..poor fish to feed & sastisfy our stomach Em…just a holiday that’s meet no friend, fully contribute my every day with my family 0 Comments

Going home Sep 20, 2007 8:20 pm 2142 Views i am going home. journey start tonight, will stay over night at airport with sister & inlaw. we decited to do this because of earlier flight & its not conveniece for us to get a transport as earlier as 4am. anywhere thats just few hour time, easy to go with someone, chit-chating, snap, online with laptop thats easy to kill my time i plan to have my sleeping time on flight this trip is mainly for the MID AUTUM FESTIVAL, a chinese traditional festival, fall on every lunar carlender 15th august [22th september], mostly nowaday people name its mooncake festival thats must be full moon on this day, full moon represente reunion. most of people will try their best to going home on this very-day. just here, HAPPY MID AUTUMN DAY & I think this too, HAPPY TIME FOR CHUSEOK ya 2 Comments

Have Fun Sep 17, 2007 7:11 pm 1496 Views Just read this forward mail, maybe you can try to have fun with this & start your day Get pencil & paper,write down your answer 1] put the following 5 animal in the order of your reference : COW, TIGER, SHEEP, HORSE, PIG 2] write 1 word that describes each one of the following : DOG, CAT, RAT, COFFEE, SEA 3] think of someone, who knows you & is important to you, which you can relate them to the following color : YELLOW ORANGE RED WHITE GREEN ************************************************ HERE THE ANSWER, JUST TO HAVE FUN YA 1] COW = CAREER TIGER = PRIDE SHEEP = LOVE HORSE = FAMILY PIG = MONEY 2] DOG = implies your own personality CAT = implies personality of your partner RAT = implies personality of your enemies COFFEE = how you interpret sex SEA = implies your own life 3] YELLOW = someone you will never forget ORANGE = someone you consider your true friend RED = someone that you really love WHITE = your twin soul GREEN = some one that you will remember for the rest of your life ************************************************* MY ANSWER, just funny but thats ok 1] PIG, SHEEP, COW, HORSE, TIGER ...i arrange this according to cute & dislike 2] DOG = FRIEND, CAT = DIRTY (i dont like the fallen fur stick to my cloth ), RAT = CUTE (i think about em mickey mouse), COFFEE = SLEEPLESS (i drink while i need to work late night ), SEA = RELAX (thats alway my favor place) 3] YELLOW=my eldest sister, ORANGE=my youngest brother, RED=my mum, WHITE=myself (i think of myself, cause now i am empty, em..bright), GREEN=my 2nd young sister START YOUR DAY WITH SMILE 0 Comments

A friend Sep 16, 2007 1:42 am 1459 Views Yesterday a friend looking for me at my flower stall. we are lost contact for about 3-4years. we know each other since my study at art college. we get married about the same year. shes pregnant before married. [thats not too accepted at that time] she went through lot of tough time with her hubby, she paid for the married, get support from family. gain money from family & let her hubby to work at italy. while during her delivery he is not there & never see the baby untill her 8 month. he came back with no money & jobless for sometime. he disappear for 1.5years and came back to her again. this man not only came back but with more than 200k debth, she collapsed. but she fight for years to getting off of this mess. now the baby girl is 5 & she divorced just this early year. i have little bit sad to hear thats & more happy with what shes decited. i told her about my story [my story are just like ant with elephant]. we end our 2 hours conversation with a deep hug, a hug with strength & lot of courage for us to move on. 0 Comments

Off on sunday Sep 16, 2007 12:45 am 1317 Views Today sunday, i seldom off on sunday. since few day of continue long hours working, i am tire. tire to think tire to move. i want to keep myself relax and ready to work for another few more day before i ahead to hometown. thats excited to think about going home. The only relax is while i am home & with my family. cross the sea, few thousand miles away from here. the distance, i get my best rest when the flight depart, i bring my soul home & i am smile seeing the sky my mum kept calling me this few day, ask for the exact arrived time. i cant get an answer, i got too much thing to think & do. i alway forget about thats but i will kept in mind the day before i depart i do miss my flight before but thats not my fault. thats a land-slide exact at the highway ahead to the airport. i pay for a new replacement ticket and i sleep at airport for more than 8hours. i didnt get any sleep the day before & my best plan was to get my rest on flight its totally spoil my plan & i pay with my wallet just here, have a good time 1 comment

Fasting Month Sep 12, 2007 7:09 pm 1302 Views Today, as my country majority race & religion, Malay & muslim start their fasting month. Thats interesting, the area seem hot & especially marketplace. They will cook & eat more than normal day housewife will start their home business bake cookies & cake [some are my favor] The hawker food street will setup anywhere for their convenience during evening time. this scenery will go for a month. That not only malay supporter, others race are happy to enjoy their food too. Thats how multi-race country works. Some or most of the bosses will be a little bit down and worries about this month. because somehow the work performance will be affected. [my staffs too] but we always kept understanding in between The good sight for office people maybe this. since goverment sector & school will re-schedule their working hours [mean off-duty early than normal day] we are not going to trap in traffic-jam for long hours & this one l love much. The air will be more clean than whatever, cause smoking are not encourage during the fasting month 4 Comments

911 - Tuesday for me Sep 11, 2007 5:42 am 1330 Views This afternoon I drop-by my ex-college after finishing my site measure & meeting. Thats still the familiar smell - the art college smell. the oil-painting, the spray paint, the ink-printing, the sculpture room. I reached earlier before my appointment. I get a walk at the foundation study floor, the studio thats i used to study, drawing before. & the 3rd floor - the interior design department, thats the place that i spent my 2.5years. Everything just look similar, not much changing. I saw my ID dept. head too, she's with her studio class, I just say hi & make a appointment to meet at two week later. The appointment is mainly to discuss & get some clear ideal about what to do with my 3years diploma certificate thats maybe em..8 years ago. Lucky thats em..its still works & apply to foreign university. I have the change to further another 1.5 year to get my honours degree. & the fee, thats important to me since if i go for thats, i need to self survise The fact is I need to work more hard than whatever, ya anywhere i havent make up my mind 2 Comments

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