| truly blessed... |
May 31, 2008 10:34 pm
1122 Views | i was talking to my honey...
he's catholic and i'm presbyterian (i had to put the denomination down bc even those polygamists claim to be christian and i would not want to be associated as the same "christian" as them) so we have a conversion once the engagement happens. yes...i will be converting to catholicism.
then i asked if we really need a church wedding. he said yes...bc...
he said he's blessed.
he wants to show how blessed he is by having a formal ceremony. he wants to dedicate our lives before loved ones and before GOD how blessed we are in meeting the way we did.
i'm sorry. i know this is all of a sudden. but i am blessed to have him in my life...
and he made me cry when he said that he was blessed to have met me and that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me.
so i was talking to my sister and she said i should marry in the east coast instead of cali. so...my dear friends...prepare to travel to the east coast. i am just going to have to make sure that my grandma is healthy enough to survive through a long airplane ride first class.  | |
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| "Bleeding Love" |
May 27, 2008 10:00 pm
771 Views | by Leona Lewis
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground found something true
And everyone’s looking round thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I’m going crazy
Maybe maybe
Chorus
And it’s draining all of me
Though they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see
Chorus
And I keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
I love this song. BF says it's our song...he's too cute!!!!! | |
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| miss him... |
May 27, 2008 12:25 pm
899 Views | i know that we have reached another level in our relationship. i haven't been in a relationship for quite some time and it was different to communicate with someone in an intimate level. he was so understanding and patient with me. with my family background, communication was never an asset...but i learned otherwise this weekend. our family just ignored or walked away from each other or YELLED!!!
we talked and talked and talked. then we argued. i didn't know how to explain myself but he helped me. eventhough he is younger than me, he has such an adult mind-set...and then he acts like a child (just like most men--bc they never grow up).
sorry if it offends all the men on this site...i don't mean to but look at "superbad" "old school" "american pie series"
i miss him. i can't wait to see him. | |
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| sadness... |
May 26, 2008 10:58 pm
Mood: sad, 867 Views | i know it's cheesey but when i thought of saying goodbye to my bf throughout the day, i had this overwhelming sadness. i was even more sad when i had to drop him off at the airport tonight.
i cried in front of him this morning and this afternoon. he told me it broke his heart that i was crying. i tried my best not to cry when i dropped him off. then as we said our goodbyes the tears started to well up. but i held it.
he turned around and walked away...away from me and towards the check-in area. first time that he walked away from me. not from me i know...but i didn't like the feeling.
i cried as he walked away and he didn't look back. then when i talked to him a little bit later he said he hated to leave...walking away from me was so hard that he couldn't turn around to look back at me. he was afraid to see me cry again. he said it made it worse when he walked by another couple saying goodbye. he stated that he had to hold back his own tears.
we will see each other in 2 weeks. i'm sad but i am so happy to have spent time with him. | |
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| labels |
May 22, 2008 12:31 pm
1015 Views | who is worse to be with?
a woman who sleeps around?
OR
a man who sleeps around?
should we even judge when one does it themselves?
why do people put labels on those that do this? why is it our business to be involved and judge them for their lifestyles?
i do have a problem when the individual is in a committed relationship and/or marriage.
but when one is single, why do we look down upon those that live this lifestyle?
on the weekend before the "sex in the city" movie debute, are we to judge women who live a liberal life? men have been doing this for years!!! (and some women too). and which character are you?
its okay to look but NOT to follow up or act upon.
do what you want to do but BE SAFE if you are single. but if you are in a relationship, don't do it!!
just my thoughts...random thoughts...but my thoughts. | |
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| Green Eyeshadow |
May 22, 2008 12:11 pm
808 Views | I don't understand why asian women put green eyeshadow on their eyes. On our pale skin, you look like you got eyes recovering from two black eyes.
I personally like blue, purple, and pink... | |
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| My Honey... |
May 22, 2008 7:54 am
847 Views | Today is the DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He lands in LA in 8 hours. HEE HEE!!!!!!!!!! | |
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| Trends... |
May 20, 2008 10:38 pm
796 Views | The latest trend...
Older women with younger men.
Married men wanting young men.
Married women wanting female encounters.
Married men wanting friendships with women (totally platonic). HA!!!
Married women wanting friendships with guys (totally platonic). HA!!!
Assssssholes remaining assssssssholes.
Biatches remaining biatches. (I know I am one...every woman can be one when pushed to it).
THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE BIATCHES AND ASSSSSSSSHOLES THAT HAVE COME AND GONE IN MY LIFE. STAY GONE...how is that for a trend.
Stay out of other people's lives and get one of your own. | |
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| I'm So Burnt Out... |
May 18, 2008 9:55 pm
910 Views | I'm so tired. Everything is going so well, I have a guy that loves and adores me, I should be finished and on my way to a new career in about a year...
BUT what is wrong? Maybe because of the full moon? I really don't know.
I'm just so tired of studying all the time. I'm so tired of being trapped at home.
I need to get a job. A real job. I need to get out of the house. I feel like I'm being suffocated in my own home. I need a vacation... | |
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| New York GTG |
May 17, 2008 4:43 pm
647 Views | AbsoluteQTAngel and Sukebejiji are hosting a GTG for the NYers on Friday, June 13, 2008.
The place is still yet to be determined...please look for a follow-up post from either one of them. I believe it is dinner and drinks afterwards.
I look forward to seeing everyone again along with a few others I have not met yet. | |
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