sweetness... Aug 27, 2008 12:54 pm 855 Views it's funny, i was talking to BF last night, exclaiming that it is one week and one day away from seeing each other. he said that he couldn't wait. it's funny, his family and my family have both been renovating the house at the same time. but he claimed that he wanted the house to be perfect for my arrival. he pays for the mortgage of his family but want to build a home together when i finally move. we have the choice of having his parents move out and keep the house ourselves but he hopes to build a home for ourselves, fresh. my heart just dropped. i didn't know that he was thinking of our future more than me. i so want to finish school...march cannot come soon enough. then in april i can finally move to the east. 0 Comments

"when i grow up" Aug 27, 2008 11:26 am 811 Views i inspire to have nicole's body... (the main singer of the PCD). but this song popped into my head for some reason last night... go figure!! Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy) And you don’t care what they say See, every time you turn around They scream your name [Verse 1] Now I've got a confession When I was young I wanted attention And I promised myself that I’d do anything Anything at all for them to notice me [Bridge] But I ain't complaining We all wanna be famous So go ahead and say what you wanna say You know what it's like to be nameless Want them to know what your name is 'Cause see when I was younger I would say [Chorus] When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies When I grow up I wanna see the world Drive nice cars I wanna have boobies When I grow up Be on TV People know me Be on magazines When I grow up Fresh and clean > Number one chick when I step out on the scene [Hook x2] But be careful what you wish for 'Cause you just might get it But you just might get it But You just might get it [Verse 2] They used to tell me I was silly Until I popped up on the TV I always wanted to be a superstar And knew that singing songs would get me this far [Bridge] But I ain't complaining We all wanna be famous So go ahead and say what you wanna say You know what it's like to be nameless Want them to know what your name is 'Cause see, when I was younger I would say [Chorus] When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies When I grow up I wanna see the world Drive nice cars I wanna have boobies When I grow up Be on TV People know me Be on magazines When I grow up Fresh and clean Number one chick when I step out on the scene [Hook x2] Be careful what you wish for 'Cause you just might get it You just might get it You just might get it [Verse] I see them staring at me Oh I'm a trendsetter Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better You can talk about me 'Cause I'm a hot topic I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it [Chorus] When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies [Chorus] When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies When I grow up I wanna see the world Drive nice cars I wanna have boobies When I grow up Be on TV People know me Be on magazines When I grow up Fresh and clean Number one chick when I step out on the scene [Hook x2] Be careful what you wish for 'Cause you just might get it You just might get it You just might get it 0 Comments

Favorite Memory... Aug 23, 2008 11:06 am 972 Views I have alot of great memories of my childhood but the best one that I know that I had with my sister was when we lived in Hacienda Heights. Our cat had kittens and had a litter of like 6. When they became about 6 weeks old, we started to feed them milk. Our house had a little uphill on the driveway so we started the Kitty Olympics. We would trade off on starting them off at the bottom and the other would be on top of the driveway with the 6 milk syringes cheering them on. The winner would get the first dose then followed by the second placed...of course there wasn't a loser because they all had their milk syringes. It was so simple back then...no worries about bills, school, or work. I miss those times where my sister and I would just play and feed our kittens after the Kitty Olympics. Just wanted to share how I contributed to the Olympics. HAHAHHAA... 2 Comments

NYC... Aug 18, 2008 9:29 am 1432 Views 2 weeks and 3 days. i can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i get to see my HONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i get to meet a few NYC peeps. 7 Comments

had a great day today... Aug 17, 2008 2:08 am 1299 Views spent some quality time with friends today. and got some phone calls from other friends about kff. it's ok. there is always a purpose for things that happen. i am just going to concentrate on what i need to accomplish and finish. thank you my cchingu for dinner and treating us girls out. thank you my cchingus for making me laugh and giving me your moral support. thank you for a great night!!!! 8 Comments

floating on air... Aug 15, 2008 12:30 am 1565 Views i love to hear that a female blogger/chatter is happy in her new life, well her continued life with the man she loves. congrats on tying the knot!!! i love to hear that a certain male kffer gets butterflies in anticipation of a new girl that he may potentially meet. i love to hear that new loves are in the air...even the hope that new loves and new relationships are in the air. it's funny though, all these new loves and relationships are outside of kff. well, maybe there are connections on kff we don't know about but are hinted. maybe only one sided? lust maybe? but whatever the case may be, it's refreshing from all the gossip, hate, and jealousy that has been displayed among the cliques. but in any case, i love that ppl are having that "butterflies in the stomach" feeling. this is so refreshing!!! 14 Comments

lucky 8 Aug 8, 2008 8:11 am 1533 Views 08-08-08 i hope all ya'll get lucky!!!! lucky in life. lucky in love. lucky in success. lucky in wisdom. lucky in beauty. lucky in renewed character. lucky in everything you put your mind to... most of ya'll deserve all the happiness in the world, stay disciplined, and work hard!!!! 11 Comments

seriously... Aug 7, 2008 8:18 am 1336 Views life is too short. BF's mom's surgery went well but i know it will be a long journey of radiation and chemotherapy. it isn't her time i told my BF. told him that she needs to live to see us married and live to see our kids be born and go through school. thank you for all of those for your kind words and prayers. i appreciate it. i know through these times, true friendship has shined through. ____________________________________________ on another note though, i am proud to see some of my friends lately go through some transformations. leaving the old and being new. its a little weird bc its a new concept for me, but i am glad to see the active pursuit to change. 7 Comments

Most Beloved? Aug 4, 2008 1:53 pm 2085 Views I want to know who is the most beloved female on KFF... and please don't get offended if you didn't get nominated. there are only 10 spaces... christine2007 sabeeneh nonijuice kimberlykim fawnzee jaimexoxo absoluteqtangel aegissi ren1957 1004angeltears 20 Comments , 20 votes

Need Help?? Aug 1, 2008 9:44 pm 1243 Views If anyone needs help with their skin I have someone I trust. It is a little far from Los Angeles, but they do great work. Let me know if you need assistance. 2 Comments

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