i love to hear that a female blogger/chatter is happy in her new life, well her continued life with the man she loves. congrats on tying the knot!!!
i love to hear that a certain male kffer gets butterflies in anticipation of a new girl that he may potentially meet.
i love to hear that new loves are in the air...even the hope that new loves and new relationships are in the air. it's funny though, all these new loves and relationships are outside of kff.
well, maybe there are connections on kff we don't know about but are hinted. maybe only one sided? lust maybe? but whatever the case may be, it's refreshing from all the gossip, hate, and jealousy that has been displayed among the cliques.
but in any case, i love that ppl are having that "butterflies in the stomach" feeling.
BF's mom's surgery went well but i know it will be a long journey of radiation and chemotherapy. it isn't her time i told my BF.
told him that she needs to live to see us married and live to see our kids be born and go through school.
thank you for all of those for your kind words and prayers. i appreciate it. i know through these times, true friendship has shined through.
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on another note though, i am proud to see some of my friends lately go through some transformations. leaving the old and being new. its a little weird bc its a new concept for me, but i am glad to see the active pursuit to change.
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remaind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
[Chorus: X2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
it has been funny lately. not only is it club lights but daylight too.
met some really cool guys a couple of weeks ago. they are just the cutest and coolest guys i've met in a long time. i actually met them during the day and it ended up where i hung out with them in the night too. cool geniuine souls. told them that i had a BF and they thought he was a lucky guy. ***see...i told you they were cool*** jk jk. but really...sweet and cute guys.
ppl are in their true colors during the day, without the lotions, creams, makeup, hair gel, etc.
i am comfortable in my own skin. there are lot of things i need to improve. i could always lose alittle bit more weight. moisturize my skin. etc etc.
but i think the true self lies when the daylight shines and the club lights are on. there are so many ppl who hide behind the makeup (and yes even guys wear it, even to the korean clubs). but why hide?
are you not comfortable with your own self that you have to be fake? whether it is with makeup or lies...its all the same. you have to wash it off eventually and the true self appears.
look at yourself in the mirror. remember that MIRROR PROJECT i did last fall for a class? just look at yourself in the mirror, full length and be silent for 5 minutes and see what you see. the real self.
put away all the distractions of the world and really see deep inside your soul. what do you see?
