10 Reasons Why I Should Be Your Girlfriend... Dec 3, 2007 12:18 pm 1607 Views This was a funny thing that Sabeeneh posted a few days ago...maybe I can top it...maybe not. Just seeing if people will read it and agree or disagree. 1. I'm attractive. 2. I am single. 3. I can cook...I still have recipes in boxes I haven't tried yet. 4. I can drive anywhere, fly anywhere, and boat anywhere you are. 5. I am HOT...puahahhahahhaha!!!! 6. I am committed to the very end. 7. I will help you reach your fullest potential in everything you do. 8. I am dedicated to my family and friends...and u...whomever you are. 9. I want a life of my own so I will not bombard you when you want boys night out. I will go out with the girls and have a career of my own. 10. I have lived life to the fullest thus far...never want to dwell on my failures, want to continue my journey of living life to the fullest with someone who can keep up. How's that? I know it's silly but this is true of me. I know I'm not attractive to all eyes but I am attractive to some. I may not be HOT in everyone's standards (that is why I was laughing after I typed that in). But I am all those things and MORE!!!! 10 Comments

my birthday celebration Dec 1, 2007 2:53 pm 1667 Views the girls took me out last night for my birthday. went to the stinkin' rose for dinner. i can never get enough of that place. then we went to our favorite bar in k-town to sing. drank way too much...woke up with a hang-over. it wasn't a pleasant site last night for this week was tough. the day of my birthday did suck...as i posted in an earlier blog. but i look forward to this new age...for i've discarded all that was unnecessary. it was a little sad that my friend whom i was friends with for 10 years didn't even wish me happy birthday. and say good-bye to someone whom i grew attached to. life comes and goes...it goes on whether or not you are ready to continue. but i'm ready for it. endless possibilities... at 34...i'll... 1. grow and learn in my schooling 2. slim down into my model figure again, size 4/6...here i come!!!! 3. find new friends, both male & female 4. find love maybe? 5. shape myself to be an even more dynamic woman 6. be an aunt? 7. travel more 8. be a better friend to those i've already befriended 9. keep my mind open to accept endless possibilities... the year is winding down...alot of things happened this year. can't wait until next year. endless possibilities... 12 Comments

closure Dec 1, 2007 2:38 am 1451 Views i made closure today. i didn't want to think negative about this person. i don't want to participate in this person's "friendship." it's done. it's over. i do not miss it. life goes on. i am thankful though...in all of this...reminds me that i shouldn't settle for anything less than the best for me. 9 Comments

what happened when i turned 34... Nov 28, 2007 10:01 pm Mood: annoyed, 1682 Views i usually stay up when it's time for NOVEMBER 28 to fall...usually stay up on NOVEMBER 27... until 12:01 am...the first minute of my new age. this year. i didn't want to. i couldn't. i had to work today. nearly died b/c the cab driver i was with along with my co-worker/friend was driving as if he was in NY. my friend and i had to run an important errand for our boss and asked if i could come in to work to do this errand for her. for she trusted me with the responsibility. we got to thousand oaks in 20 minutes from westwood. i felt like my life flashed before my eyes. then i had a shiety day at work when i got back to the office. had a stupid, dry telephone conversation with a "so-called" friend. had so much drama going on. drama, drama, and more drama!!!! didn't think my first day of being 34 was going to be like this. with finals coming up next week. 2 major papers due and 2 final exams...i have enough stress in my life. i don't need additional stress. what is friendship? i keep asking myself that. is this friendship even worth it. b/c i feel i'm the one being stomped on. why does this person need me in his life when he has 2 crazy, money-hungry, psycho, bi-polar, materialistic, immature girls in his life. oh...my mistake. i thought i wanted this friendship...but it seems we keep miscommunicating about the type of friendship we are to have. i just wanted to keep our time together special...perfect. but...my memories of us now are being tainted, soiled, shieted on, evaporating...soon to be non-existent. 12 Comments

updated profile... Nov 23, 2007 7:00 pm 1615 Views single girl by definition... i am not in a committed relationship therefore...i am open to meeting new people. sick of playing games and meeting guys who don't know what they want out of life... i don't want to limit myself any longer... shouldn't put all your eggs in one basket. 7 Comments

giving thanks... Nov 22, 2007 10:34 pm 1151 Views thank you all for having an impact in my life...the new friendships that have developed from being on here. those who i've encountered that were weird, jerks, liars, cheaters...i wish you luck for the new year. but it's those weird people that make me realize that i am normal...thank you anyways. 0 Comments

newest member of our family... Nov 21, 2007 11:17 pm 1284 Views i got my pup today...he's all black with one white patch on it's chest. i don't know what to name him... any suggestions? in the back is my mongshil (my jindo), isn't she a beauty??? 3 Comments

they say... Nov 20, 2007 12:46 pm 1387 Views they say that a girl shouldn't always be available for a guy, he'll take you for granted, abuse the relationship you have... what is a girl to do? i give 110% in all that I do... 5 Comments

for real? Nov 19, 2007 11:45 pm 1256 Views how do you know something is real? i feel like i've grown so much personally the last couple of months. i'm trying to rebuild my relationship with my mother. trying to be a great daughter. my mother struggled so much, i want to be there for her. even though she says things to hurt me, i want to be there for her. but i'm never lucky in love. 2 Comments

lobster for lunch Nov 6, 2007 1:55 pm 1811 Views a girl i befriended in my accounting class took me out to lunch today. OMG!!! SO GOOD. the restaurant is called Newport Seafood in San Gabriel...2 of us ordered a 4 pound crab and lobster. it was scrumptous. (i don't think i spelled that correctly). it's the food coma. of course we had food left over and came home to drop it off in the frig, too expensive and too tasty to leave in the car for another 5 hours. so yes...i'm playing hooky from my marketing class but... my folks are gonna enjoy the food i just brought home...i know it's left overs but damn... GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!! 7 Comments

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