when guys are girls... Dec 20, 2007 11:24 pm 1655 Views it's weird. i feel like i'm the rational one lately. i hate it when the guy sounds like and acts like a girl. what a typical girl would do...this guy is doing: 1. thinking the worst in a situation 2. saying the word "like" in every other word 3. telling the other person to "calm down" 4. thinks they are going to die 5. PMS-ing about everything about life 6. complaining how hard their day was 7. whining 8. blaming the other person 9. not taking ownership to their own reponsibilities 10. complaining they are fat when they don't do anything about working on their fatness 11. nagging to get something done 12. want to know everything about your life it's weird. never met a guy like this...aren't guys supposed to be rational, calm, and collected? i'm NOT knocking down women b/c we all know women are most of these things if not all of these things. but it's funny how i feel like i'm the guy and he's the girl. who knew... this adds to my already stressed out life. 10 Comments

surprises... Dec 19, 2007 8:35 pm 1461 Views i've been living a life as if i'm riding a roller coaster. i've been given surprises lately... i don't know what to do anymore. life is out of my control... i'm stressed...confused... i thought i had things under control but now, more than ever, i don't know anymore... 4 Comments

THINGS I LIKE TO DO IN BED... Dec 16, 2007 11:50 am 1630 Views 1. Sleep 2. Read 3. Watch television 4. Did I mention Sleep? 5. Put makeup on 6. Wear PJs in the Winter 7. Wear a T-Shirt in the Summer 8. Watch movies 9. Nap 10. Do the unmentionable...when the opportunity comes up Well...had to keep it at KFF ratings right? Sorry that this wasn't more interesting... 8 Comments

that 3 - lettered word... Dec 16, 2007 11:41 am 1661 Views That 3-lettered word... S E X Is it wrong for a woman to crave it just as much as a man? Is a woman labeled a whore or a slut if she does crave it as much as a man? Is a man threatened when a woman has more partners than him? I think most men feel threatened when a woman has had multiple partners. And even more so when the woman has had partners of other ethnicities. Maybe b/c most korean men can ONLY get asian women...well...only korean women. I think that is why the korean nightclubs do so well...because korean men can't go beyond their own kind...and they rely on the "booking" process to be hooked up with a drunk woman. Just thoughts... Did I go overboard? Tell me what you think... 14 Comments

meeting new friends... Dec 14, 2007 11:39 am 1541 Views it's funny how i've been meeting new friends and we are all in agreement. we just want to meet alot of people and increase our network of friends. let's have fun... 8 Comments

10 things that says i'm great in bed... Dec 11, 2007 11:03 pm 2946 Views hahahhahaha made you look... 25 Comments

hotness? Dec 9, 2007 11:32 pm Mood: adventurous, 1984 Views what is hotness to you? i was called HOT today...hee hee. i guess all the exercising and eating right has really paid off. i need to keep it up b/c i slacked off all week b/c of finals. i guess even after a miserable relationship, it brings your confidence back. funny huh? helped me realize that i shouldn't settle for less than the best. people have their own pride, their own bubble in which they live in. i am at the point where i want to have fun, meet new people, and increase my network of friends. in the past few days of partying...hanging out with new people, my close girlfriends, and my KFF sisters...i've realized that life is too short to limit myself to one idea, one concept, one being, etc. sky's the limit... 10 Comments

i got picked up Dec 7, 2007 2:32 am Mood: devious, 2757 Views i was feeling a little wired today after a week long of finals. so i asked one of my friends if she would like to club tonight. i just got back. of course my waiter, my friend (dongseng) hooked us up. but i was already drunk when we went clubbing. one of the guys i met from jbunny's gtg came out too. so the 3 of us hung out. i got drunk and my gf got drunk too. then my waiter asked if i wanted to book. i told him if he wants me to book, then he needs to bring the guy over. he was cute!!! but...11 years my junior. i was 11 years old when he was born. in 1984. omg!!! but he was like 6'4", half japanese and half korean. big and muscular. just the way i like them...fit, tall, and muscular. i don't know how i ever compromised and wanted to hang out with a heavy set person. anywho... he got my number...we'll see. i guess. but he was HOTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!! trying to broaden my horizon and choice of guy friends in my life. never am i going to limit myself. why should i? the guys do it all the time. although nothing can happen b/t HOT, YOUNG boy...but damn...he was the perfect height and build for me. just like the other guys i've dated and hung out with. don't know what i was thinking before... 24 Comments

me and my ex... Dec 5, 2007 12:10 am 1555 Views as many of you were there to witness the chat from this evening... let's get it out in the open. so there are no other misunderstandings. i do not want any rumors going around of what happened. yes. i had a short relationship with asianpair. we had a wonderful relationship that lasted like 2-3 weeks. we never met...but had phone conversations everyday during that period. he considered me his gf and i considered him my bf. but later...we had alot of miscommunications, misunderstandings, and the distance didn't make it any better. i am hoping from my conversation with him on the phone later cleared all the misconceptions he had of me. but it doesn't matter now. although i knew that this "relationship" was going to end sooner than later...i actually wanted to hold onto the great memories we had together. but what i was pissed about was...NOT b/c the "relationship" ended. but that he didn't give me room to convert back to just friendship. i was already being smothered and forced to switch my feelings off. so...let's make this clear so that people don't think crazy about me or about him. we had something precious and i want to keep it that way. please don't misconstrue anything. whatever was perceived or portrayed in the chatroom...don't read more into it than it was. i know that people LOVE to gossip in here. we had something special...just let us be who we were before we even got involved. yes...i know he is coming to California...he was originally coming to see me, then business while he was here. and no...i am not meeting him. 7 Comments

friendships... Dec 4, 2007 8:54 am 1313 Views i am here to make new friends...through friendships if it develops into something...great!! i'm just tired of trying. too much stress. i just want to have fun. i want to enjoy life, make friends, travel, and experience life to the fullest again... 3 Comments

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