Another Chapter in My Life Jan 6, 2008 8:43 pm 1979 Views Taking an Anthropology class this quarter. I am actually excited...I get to know where our emotions derive from. There are a total of three books to read and a bunch of articles to read too. A midterm, a final, and a final paper is due. The final paper will be derived from my journal entries throughout the quarter. I have a topic in mind but will see as I read the books and articles what emotion I should write about. Got an A from my Sociology class last quarter. I hope to do as well again. 5 Comments

Wishing Upon A Star Jan 4, 2008 10:32 am 2014 Views Lately I've been going back and reflecting on my 2007 year. It was fun, it was boring, it was heartbreaking, etc. But I've met some interesting people. I've been wishing upon a star that I will be better this year. I wish that: 1. I am successful in my school career 2. I am a great friend to those I befriend 3. I am a good daughter to my parents 4. I am a good sister and sister in law 5. I am a great listener to those that are hurting 6. I am a great girlfriend/wife one day (when I finally meet that someone special) 7. I am healthy and keep up my work-out routine 8. I am motivated to anything and everything I set my mind to Just a few things I had in mind. Just setting small goals everyday. 5 Comments

Great First Day of the Year!! Jan 1, 2008 4:13 pm 1826 Views I am so glad to know so many good people. I hope all of you are having a great day like I am. I hope there are many great days to come. 4 Comments

Final Count Down Dec 31, 2007 9:43 am 1783 Views Just a few hours left in 2007? Are you reflecting on your past year and seeing if you've accomplished enough? Well. I look forward to 2008. New possibilities, new opportunities, new friendships, new heartaches, new travel ventures, new adventures... I'm sooooooooooo excited. The end of my 2007 was a success. Haven't hung out with this friend in a while and we had a great time last night...looking forward to many more. To all the girlfriends I had friendships with...I bid you good luck in 2008. For all the drama kings that have come in my life 2007...I hope you learn to be less drama queens for it is not pretty to see a guy (can't call them men exactly) turn into a girl. You all need more luck than the female friendships I've walked away from. For those who've come into my life...I hope we all grow and be molded into the people we were meant to be. Happy New Year My Friends!!!! MUAH!!! 3 Comments

NARCISSISM... Dec 29, 2007 12:16 am 2035 Views Wow... I've witnessed time and time again since I started KFF that NARCISSISM comes in all shapes and sizes to varying degrees. I love to laugh and make others laugh...but the thing that makes me laugh the most is...HOW CERTAIN PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE GOD'S GIFT to the opposite sex. I know that People Magazine composes the 50 most beautiful people of the world. I have not seen any of these narcissistic KFF people in those magazines. The world does not revolve around you!!! Once you've been nominated in Fortune 500 or People's 50 Most Beautiful...then you have a right to think the world revolves around you. But then again...I don't see any of them reaching Warren Buffet or Oprah's fame and fortune. BUT...NEWSFLASH!!!!!!!!!!!! There is someone richer, better looking, smarter, taller, thinner, muscular, articulate, bigger unit, bigger breasts...etc. etc. I'm an average person...living day to day to learn and grow. But it amazes me that these narcissistic people need to be their own boss b/c they can't take criticism well. Or they measure the level of hotness of their potential significant other b/c they think they are the next Brat Pitt or Giselle. When they are like Joe Pescie or Roseanne Barr. These people are ugly on the inside as well as the outside. Look in the mirror people before you blow everything out of proportion...before you start blaming others for your insecurities...before you start blaming your past... Nature versus nurture. It's your choice to make yourself better...BUT...do it within your means. You should not throw rocks at others when you live in a glass house. Discard the old ways and make yourself anew. Because people get frustrated when you live in your own bubble and not accept the views of others. Being on here...it's been a humbling and tortuous experience. But through this, I know who my true friends are. And I welcome the new friendships I've made. We are all different. Learn to accept others. The world would be a better place if you learn to humble thyself. There is always someone better than you. Work with what God, Allah, Buddha, whatever god you worship, gave you. That's all you have. And those that think they're THE SHIEET!!!...look around. You're not!!! 9 Comments

discarding the old... Dec 25, 2007 9:08 pm 2418 Views It's funny. I've been reflecting on this year as the last six days of the year come upon us. I actually started the end of last year bringing on the new year drinking with a bunch of girlfriends. One got a DUI. One broke up with her guy a few days before NYE and she didn't care if she drove home drunk. Brought in the new 1 1/2 hour of the new year (2007) with these drama queens. I should have known that these girls would cause drama throughout the year too. And as I predicted...we are no longer friends. I've been thinking alot lately, especially today when I was preparing Christmas dinner. Although family is a pain and they are the ones that can hurt you the most, they don't turn their backs on you. It's a wonder how temporary friendships can be...and how superficial they can be. Of all the people that have come and gone in my life, I still a few more that I need to disgard before this year is over. The new drama that have been in my life has given me so much stress lately that I feel like I'm going to have a stroke or a heart attack. No matter how much I hit the gym to sweat out my stress and worries, this is beyond anything I've been through this year. I'm just going to maintain the friendships I've developed and discard the ones that cause drama in my life. I don't have patience or the time to babysit people with their problems...especially if they are the cause of the problems in my life. Reflecting on the drama kings this year too. I won't mention names b/c some of you know them...some of you don't know them. You'll find out for yourselves when you meet them in person that they are not stable in their thinking or their "so-called friendship." Their character is so out of whack that they blame you for everything because they are always right and you're always wrong. I am thankful for my best friend from junior high and my best friend from college. They have been both a rock and a foundation in my life. They always bring things back into perspective. I want to thank my new friends I've met on this site. My girls: browneyes, christine, paradise77, jaimexo, lilbbgrl, jbunny, turtlesntennis, etc. to name a few. My boys: you know who you are... I hope to hang out more with the ones I've met and hung out with already. And look forward to those I will meet in the future. Looking forward to 2008. Discarding the old and dramaful. Looking forward to new friendships and new connections!!! 9 Comments

NYC ROUND II ?????? Dec 22, 2007 10:44 pm 1942 Views I was thinking of going to NYC again in March. It'll be for a few days in March in between the Winter and Spring Quarter. Fly out Wednesday March 19, 2008 through Sunday March 22, 2008?? Want to know if any of my KFF friends would like to go with me. And if any of my new KFF NYC friends want to host us? AND if any of the tri-state KFF'rs want to hook up and hang out... Just throwing some ideas out. Or should I go to Cabo with the KFF girls. hmmmm... 8 Comments

girl standing there... Dec 21, 2007 7:31 pm 1835 Views watching notting hill. love this movie. i once had a discussion about this movie to someone i cared about. **i'm just a girl standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her** love the ending of the movie where she is laying down, pregnant. he is reading a book while she lays her head on his thigh, holding his hand. dreams... 6 Comments

why exes and ex-lovers are the worst friends... Dec 21, 2007 2:06 pm 1631 Views reflecting back on this year...this came about. i've been listening to my guyfriends and girlfriends. it is true. exes and ex-lovers are the worst friends...that is why i can't be friends with them. and there are few circumstances which one may have to stay friends (for those who are divorced or had a partner whom you had a child with) --they never listen --they get pig-headed if you contact them --they think they are the best lovers --they never pay attention --they think they are always right --they think you're at fault for everything --they gain an ugliness beyond your imagination --they think they are bratt pitt or halle berry --they continue to remind you that you are crazy --they remind you of your past constantly --they think their "unit" is the biggest you've ever seen --they think their breasts are the best you've seen --they use their money to buy attention --they use their beauty to draw attention --they measure your level of hotness to see if you're worthy of their time shall i continue? i'm just sharing with all of you of what i've heard from others and my own personal experience. 5 Comments

longing... Dec 20, 2007 11:49 pm 1799 Views i long for: 1. peace of mind 2. the settling down of my heart 3. no more drama 4. friendship without hurtful feelings 5. attachment with a man without hurtful feelings 6. everlasting love 7. friendship with one i lost 8. my cousin to return back to us 9. my grandfather to return back to us 10. that love i once felt 11. hope 12. health 13. feeling like i have nothing to lose 14. no more fear of being hurt 15. freedom from my past 16. no more burdens 17. no more expectations from the family 18. strength 19. never giving up 20. no judgement i feel tired. i feel hopeless. i feel that i have no strength. i feel depressed. i feel sad. i feel pain in my heart. i don't feel like myself...i am nothing... 11 Comments

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