| i got picked up |
Dec 7, 2007 2:32 am
Mood: devious, 2349 Views | i was feeling a little wired today after a week long of finals. so i asked one of my friends if she would like to club tonight. i just got back.
of course my waiter, my friend (dongseng) hooked us up. but i was already drunk when we went clubbing.
one of the guys i met from jbunny's gtg came out too. so the 3 of us hung out. i got drunk and my gf got drunk too.
then my waiter asked if i wanted to book. i told him if he wants me to book, then he needs to bring the guy over.
he was cute!!! but...11 years my junior. i was 11 years old when he was born.  in 1984. omg!!! but he was like 6'4", half japanese and half korean. big and muscular.  just the way i like them...fit, tall, and muscular.
i don't know how i ever compromised and wanted to hang out with a heavy set person. anywho...
he got my number...we'll see. i guess. but he was HOTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!
trying to broaden my horizon and choice of guy friends in my life. never am i going to limit myself. why should i? the guys do it all the time.
although nothing can happen b/t HOT, YOUNG boy...but damn...he was the perfect height and build for me. just like the other guys i've dated and hung out with.
don't know what i was thinking before... | |
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| me and my ex... |
Dec 5, 2007 12:10 am
1262 Views | as many of you were there to witness the chat from this evening...
let's get it out in the open. so there are no other misunderstandings. i do not want any rumors going around of what happened.
yes. i had a short relationship with asianpair. we had a wonderful relationship that lasted like 2-3 weeks. we never met...but had phone conversations everyday during that period. he considered me his gf and i considered him my bf. but later...we had alot of miscommunications, misunderstandings, and the distance didn't make it any better.
i am hoping from my conversation with him on the phone later cleared all the misconceptions he had of me. but it doesn't matter now.
although i knew that this "relationship" was going to end sooner than later...i actually wanted to hold onto the great memories we had together.
but what i was pissed about was...NOT b/c the "relationship" ended. but that he didn't give me room to convert back to just friendship. i was already being smothered and forced to switch my feelings off.
so...let's make this clear so that people don't think crazy about me or about him. we had something precious and i want to keep it that way. please don't misconstrue anything.
whatever was perceived or portrayed in the chatroom...don't read more into it than it was. i know that people LOVE to gossip in here.
we had something special...just let us be who we were before we even got involved.
yes...i know he is coming to California...he was originally coming to see me, then business while he was here. and no...i am not meeting him. | |
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| friendships... |
Dec 4, 2007 8:54 am
1029 Views | i am here to make new friends...through friendships if it develops into something...great!!
i'm just tired of trying. too much stress. i just want to have fun.
i want to enjoy life, make friends, travel, and experience life to the fullest again...  | |
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| 10 Reasons Why I Should Be Your Girlfriend... |
Dec 3, 2007 12:18 pm
1317 Views | This was a funny thing that Sabeeneh posted a few days ago...maybe I can top it...maybe not.
Just seeing if people will read it and agree or disagree.
1. I'm attractive.
2. I am single.
3. I can cook...I still have recipes in boxes I haven't tried yet.
4. I can drive anywhere, fly anywhere, and boat anywhere you are.
5. I am HOT...puahahhahahhaha!!!!
6. I am committed to the very end.
7. I will help you reach your fullest potential in everything you do.
8. I am dedicated to my family and friends...and u...whomever you are.
9. I want a life of my own so I will not bombard you when you want boys night out. I will go out with the girls and have a career of my own.
10. I have lived life to the fullest thus far...never want to dwell on my failures, want to continue my journey of living life to the fullest with someone who can keep up.
How's that? I know it's silly but this is true of me. I know I'm not attractive to all eyes but I am attractive to some. I may not be HOT in everyone's standards (that is why I was laughing after I typed that in). But I am all those things and MORE!!!! | |
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| my birthday celebration |
Dec 1, 2007 2:53 pm
1350 Views | the girls took me out last night for my birthday. went to the stinkin' rose for dinner. i can never get enough of that place.
then we went to our favorite bar in k-town to sing.
drank way too much...woke up with a hang-over. it wasn't a pleasant site last night for this week was tough.
the day of my birthday did suck...as i posted in an earlier blog. but i look forward to this new age...for i've discarded all that was unnecessary.
it was a little sad that my friend whom i was friends with for 10 years didn't even wish me happy birthday. and say good-bye to someone whom i grew attached to.
life comes and goes...it goes on whether or not you are ready to continue. but i'm ready for it. endless possibilities...
at 34...i'll...
1. grow and learn in my schooling
2. slim down into my model figure again, size 4/6...here i come!!!!
3. find new friends, both male & female
4. find love maybe?
5. shape myself to be an even more dynamic woman
6. be an aunt?
7. travel more
8. be a better friend to those i've already befriended
9. keep my mind open to accept endless possibilities...
the year is winding down...alot of things happened this year. can't wait until next year. endless possibilities... | |
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| closure |
Dec 1, 2007 2:38 am
1163 Views | i made closure today. i didn't want to think negative about this person. i don't want to participate in this person's "friendship."
it's done. it's over. i do not miss it.
life goes on. i am thankful though...in all of this...reminds me that i shouldn't settle for anything less than the best for me. | |
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| what happened when i turned 34... |
Nov 28, 2007 10:01 pm
Mood: annoyed, 1398 Views | i usually stay up when it's time for NOVEMBER 28 to fall...usually stay up on NOVEMBER 27...
until 12:01 am...the first minute of my new age.
this year. i didn't want to. i couldn't. i had to work today. nearly died b/c the cab driver i was with along with my co-worker/friend was driving as if he was in NY. my friend and i had to run an important errand for our boss and asked if i could come in to work to do this errand for her. for she trusted me with the responsibility.
we got to thousand oaks in 20 minutes from westwood. i felt like my life flashed before my eyes.
then i had a shiety day at work when i got back to the office. had a stupid, dry telephone conversation with a "so-called" friend. had so much drama going on. drama, drama, and more drama!!!!
didn't think my first day of being 34 was going to be like this.
with finals coming up next week. 2 major papers due and 2 final exams...i have enough stress in my life. i don't need additional stress.
what is friendship? i keep asking myself that. is this friendship even worth it. b/c i feel i'm the one being stomped on.
why does this person need me in his life when he has 2 crazy, money-hungry, psycho, bi-polar, materialistic, immature girls in his life. oh...my mistake.
i thought i wanted this friendship...but it seems we keep miscommunicating about the type of friendship we are to have.
i just wanted to keep our time together special...perfect.
but...my memories of us now are being tainted, soiled, shieted on, evaporating...soon to be non-existent. | |
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| updated profile... |
Nov 23, 2007 7:00 pm
1372 Views | single girl by definition...
i am not in a committed relationship therefore...i am open to meeting new people.
sick of playing games and meeting guys who don't know what they want out of life...
i don't want to limit myself any longer...
shouldn't put all your eggs in one basket. | |
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| giving thanks... |
Nov 22, 2007 10:34 pm
916 Views | thank you all for having an impact in my life...the new friendships that have developed from being on here.
those who i've encountered that were weird, jerks, liars, cheaters...i wish you luck for the new year.
but it's those weird people that make me realize that i am normal...thank you anyways. | |
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| newest member of our family... |
Nov 21, 2007 11:17 pm
1023 Views |  | i got my pup today...he's all black with one white patch on it's chest.
i don't know what to name him...
any suggestions?
in the back is my mongshil (my jindo), isn't she a beauty??? |
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