More of my Copyrighted Song lyrics  

TheFuturePhD 1/25/2009 9:40 pm

May I Be The search is exhausted The results are exalted At last I found what I thought I never would Though the memories I hold come back to me The pain they bring is breaking free I know I'm meant to follow My heart and so tomorrow I know that I could feel as I should And the sun shines on me so brightly Am I at last at home? Am I not alone? Am I finally where I wanted to be? I feel the weight release from me (Is it what you thought?) But could the nightmare return to me again then she smiles and whispers "I love you" May I someday be exactly what she sees in me Dripping Faucet I am here today I feel the wind caress my face My mind is at ease And am so weak right now I want to scream But I really don't know how I am here. . .I am fear I was there last night I felt the darkness of my fright My life has turned And I do not wonder why I work to adjust And come up with ways to lie I am there. . .and nowhere I will be there real soon And my mind has craved it even more I used to be Alone, but at last I've found my peace I look at my arms And the gift that brings my feast I am here. . .she is near Something Dumb That's just me Smoking hookah on the front porch That's just me Smoking hookah in the backyard That's just me Burning incense in my bedroom That's just me Cutting rugs with the boom boom That's just bro Lighting weed with a blow torch That's just sis Sleeping in the shipyard That's just Mom Smoking in the boy's room That's just Dad Pretending he's happy in the gloom Smoking hookah in the dark Smoking hookah in Central Park Smoking weed near police Smoking hookah without a coal that sparks That's just me Watching Homer getting smacked again That's just me Knowing Layne's getting smack and then That's just me Finding Valhalla That was me Listening to Nirvana In my room or in my bed Half alive and not quiet dead Should make music pounding in my head Smoking hookah and eating jjajang instead Finding inner peace You’re Not What You Say I listen to everything you say Even when you don’t believe I hear I don’t believe you When you say that You’re the dark in the day I don’t believe anyway Because you’re not what you say you are You’re not what you think you are You’re not who you believe you are You’re just the woman who is finally beginning to bloom So you’re not what you say you are I console you everyday Even though I know I’m not near I’ve tried to show you When I say that You’re the sunshine in May You don’t believe anyway Because you’re not what you say you are You’re not what you think you are You’re not who you believe you are You’re just a beautiful woman who’s letting her wings loose So you’re not what you say you are Messed up in the head Given to the walking dead They don’t deserve you They don’t appreciate you Esteem comes to those you feel it Big dreams come to those who need it Reach out and stake your claim Remove your shame We listen to everything we say We say nothing except our fears We don’t believe that Dreams come in seconds flat We project our own pain To make it through the day Still one day I hope when the fog has lifted You’ll understand the ground has shifted And you’ll think you’re a gift Because you’re not what you say you are And I’m not what I think am We’re not who we believe we are We’re simply two people trying to make it against the odds That’s all we are I Found God Listen God I'm so tired You're so lax, should get fired Say you love me, you're a liar Lost faith in higher powers Feel dirty but cannot shower My time will stop in an hour Preacher sounds like the town's cryer Burn in Hell and the mire I found God but now I'm lost I found heaven but at what cost Full of sadness, full of cross God are you hearing me? Okay, I'm back, now please hear me You threats of Hell just don't scare me Preacher says I should fear thee Sounds like I need a shot of whiskey So much crap you send me Take it back I don't want it in me You're so good but you don't say now Just us all die and you hide away now I found God and now I'm done I found God in the morning sun Full of doubt when the day is done God are you hearing me? No more Bibles No more prayers No more church You've lost your share As I lay me down to sleep I know my soul the Lord can't keep Preacher says for me he'll weep Another soul in Heaven's leap Do you think I am an insane now? It's the typical refrain now No more faith in superstition In God's eyes I know I won't win I found God underneath my stairs I found God for all to share I know he's not anywhere God are you hearing me? God, are you hearing me? God, you'll never hear me!

brainteaser2 Ask me for a photo 2/5/2009 6:34 am

In u i c my reflection. In ur sucess i cherish mine. In ur failure i c mine. I wish u 2 rise and shine. And i know u will one day. Cos i am someone like u. Yes i am a Bipolar. what u see in me is what u are .