starting over...2009  

DangerousBeauty2 Ask me for a photo 11/25/2008 10:07 pm Last Read: 11/26/2008 3:08 pm	a little over a month left of 2008...i can't wait. learned alot, let go alot, loved alot, hurt alot. i can't wait for 2009. still waiting for certain doors to finally close and be bolted shut. but i know it'll never be open once it is bolted. it is shut closed from my past relationship. but a few windows have opened. an old friendship started again...i am glad for that. it's good to have deep friendships. my friend reassured me that it will take time still and it'll hurt alot more before it heals, before it completely heals. maybe new possibilities of new loves? dunno... i am not about to jump into another. i still know that i need time. i am still bitter and hurt but understand that if i was in his position, i'd shut down too. nothing is working out for him. but it is not my problem anymore. i look for new things for me and my new life in 2009!!!
1004AngelTears 217 posts  11/26/2008 6:33 am	DB yes... I am hoping that 2009 will be better than 2008 and 2007.
spider112007 11/25/2008 11:50 pm	Will you marry me??!!(in 2009) J/K goofball... but i do really miss you Spidee