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DangerousBeauty2 Ask me for a photo 11/6/2008 11:11 pm Last Read: 11/9/2008 11:45 am

so...have you worn the shoes i bought you? there is a korean symbolism and folk tale regarding buying shoes for someone you care about/love. you are not to buy shoes for someone whom you love or care about...for you are giving them a reason to leave u. if you buy shoes for that person, you are secretly wanting them out of your life or have them walk away from you. i guess i did that unknowingly. i heard that one time before and heard that from someone recently. so, yes, i was mourning at the loss of us and your promises of a good life. but seeing how you're struggling now, it foretells alot of what my life would have been with you. i know you have a long struggle before you. i am glad you walked away. it spared me a life of heartbreak and hardships. at times i'm sad but...your current status and your current ways of handling things and the ways you mistreated me, brings me back to reality. its ironic isn't it? you gave me such a hard time when i spent money but yet you can't even pay me back. you said i was your soulmate. was i really? or was it that timing was wrong? one day...maybe our paths will cross again...but i hope you are successful and not struggling. i will then ask how much money you make. i knew what i was getting into when we decided to be together. but if our paths do cross again...i will need to make sure you're making enough money to provide. i hope through this hardship, you are able to stand on your own two feet and not count on a woman to make you into something. i hope you will work hard and not struggle with money. i think you should go back to school to learn a trade. i don't think you should be counting on your hyung to be there for you, he shouldn't be your only fallback guy. having your own business nowadays, it's not a safe bet especially with the economy. and unfortunately your parents are not going to be around forever either to help you out. there are only two things that are guaranteed in life: death and taxes. you can only count on yourself...because at the end of the day and at the end of your life, you only have yourself.

freshrain929 57 posts  11/9/2008 5:37 am

Hi,you are really nice girl, don't sad, your love story makes my heart feel little pain,i can understand your mind, i think the guy isn't worth to get your love who always hurt you and make you cry,if a man really love a woman, he won't make her in tears, so don't cry , don't sad, you can find a nice lover soon, blessed to you, hope you can be happy soon!!!