Kill me if you want!  

angel63198 2/23/2007 12:14 am Last Read: 3/5/2007 6:41 pm	I feel so depressed already; would yo please give me some space? Do you even understand how much I have been through? I am really sick and tired this time. I dont even have a lot time left what so ever. Stop pushing me,M! I am really begging you. Just let it go. Give me once to decide, just once. I don't find hope at all... Seriously, M, I would commit suicide if I could; please kill me if you want!
jennlee615 2/23/2007 12:38 pm	I wouldn't do that! but what is troubling you. You can chat with me. I am no expert but I think there are days when things just go out of hand and there are days when you feel like flying. share your thoughts...
Smalltown_Guy2 14 posts  2/23/2007 4:05 pm	Hello....I couldn't help but notice this post, and it concerns me that someone at your age would write something like this. Life is truly precious, and we are the masters of our own domain, meaning that we make the choices in our lives that set a path in front of us. Sometimes we make the wrong choices, and take the wrong path, and get caught on a detour, or even lost trying to find our way back. It can be hard sometimes, and I do think we all feel like this at times in our lives, but believe it or not, there is always a little bit of positive in everything that happens in our lives. The real trick is to try to remember to look for it, and find it. It's always not easy to do, but if we look hard enough we can find it I hope you don't misunderstand this because I am not preaching to you or anything of the sort. I am just giving you some insight from someone who has been through a lot (i.e. myself). I have to say that if it wasn't for having my best friend there to listen to me, I really don't know if I would even be here today replying to this post. Friends are an important part of a persons life. They allow you to vent and offer an honest opinion. If you don't have anyone to talk to, I want to let you know that I have an ear that is willing to listen. I have pretty broad shoulders, and I am always willing to listen, so if you would like to contact me please feel free. You can find me at my alias here....smalltown_guy2 at the hot place. Just remember that life is what we make of it, and that we should try and base our decisions on facts, and try to avoid letting our emotions get involved. Hope your feeling better -Clarry
FlyboT 2/25/2007 9:06 pm	Hey yo. You live in Edmonton. I come from Edmonton, but I live in Seoul now. Small world right? You're 20. You say you're looking for your life-long soulmate. Don't put all the pressure on yourself to do it now. Have fun with your friends. I'm 32, been through a lot. You ever need to talk, hit me back.
eggman711 Ask me for a photo 3/4/2007 7:21 pm	Angel you're too damn sweet to do this to yourself. screw what everyone else wants form you and look after you. Give yourself a little love it goes a long way. Say, "I love myself" 100 times.