2/15/2007 2:14 pm
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Dr. A proposed to me today. I was really in a shock. I replied" No way". I regret that I said in that way now. I think I hurt him. well, he has been a really supportive and clse friend for me. I value hima lot. I have never noticed that he liked me. I am a bit too selfish somehow to him. Whn I was sad and lonely he was mostly the person I called and asked for comfort from. But I have always treated him as a sister kinda way; I just never thought it would be the case that he fell in love with me.
I guess I will have to quit the job in hospital now. I don't wanna be a pharmacist anyways. But I feel so sour deep inside.I have no idea what is going on with me and my life. I was busy planning for the next two years but all of sudden he jumped in front of me and it just seemed everything is messed up.
What am I going to do then? I am sorry for myself .
At the same time I was thinking of going to Korea; but heard that I got accepted by another school in the states. Should I go there instead then? both of them have been my dreams; have no clue what to pick.I wish that I would have time time to actually get both done.
If you get only two years left, what will you do then?
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918 posts 2/16/2007 3:49 am |
If I were to face a very hard hard choices, I would let the LORD chose it for me.
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