Faith in the Lord  

angel63198 1/30/2007 1:13 pm Last Read: 2/4/2007 5:48 am	Only in Him I could find the truth and love. Jesus said in Matthew 28:20 Surely I will be with you always, to the very end of the age. This verse used to be my favorite one. However I found that since I had problems with this guy I went far from God. My whole world turned upside down. God is no longer my focus but my exbf. I would think about him all the time. but ins ome sense I know that he is not the chosen one that God had picked for me. I was midly in love with him and would not care all these. I even prayed to God, hoping we would be together. However, there came the time that I had to break up with him. I complained and screamed at God, blaming on him not answering my prayers. Since then I stopped trusting in Him; I even felt again him somehow. Later on, there was this other guy came into my life. I had to say the same thing happened again. I was not crying this time. I felt really sad and down. I started to pray again, hoping that at this point that God would heal my heart because I know that on one else could. I felt messy and upset; I could not sleep. However after I pray, I felt peaceful. Now I understand that only in him I could find my true love and peace. God did anser me but he said "No" because they were not the chosen ones. God is my father; I know that he wouldn't let all the trageties happening to me but hoping that I could learn a less, to be obedient. He is asking me to trust him and to have faith in him that he has the right one for me at a right time. My dear Father, I am sorry.
sixpack 918 posts  1/31/2007 12:19 am	I remember one verse some where which help me to make good decision, Its goes something like this "don't make any decision by yourself, but let the LORD make the decision for you".. Anyway good to hear from you .....
sixpack 918 posts  2/4/2007 2:25 am	I am still trying to look for it. Its some where in the book of Pslam. And the other one was " do not lean to ur understanding, but everything u do - acknowlege the Lord" its some where in Pslam...