10/4/2005 10:33 pm
Last Read:
5/24/2006 1:52 am
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Is life about counting the beads, give and take. It seems that is the way it is going, sadly, "no man is an island" but evey man is one.
It is a switch, and it has fliped or it is a buble which has burst, I see not much rason for existence, money, to compeat and see how many marbles we can win, howmnay tack jis we can gatther, I thought that was a game, and now, I am back to square one.
don't lend money is what un tursting or ungivng people, or if you have none, u dont have to worry aobut it. Money is your time, who and how you spend and share that is the exssence of existance. It is not the accummulation of marbles but the experiance derived from the game. Or is it, I am confused, actually shocked. Now, I know I was in a position where I would not have recieved, ever, where I would have gave.
is that too calculating, I don't know. It was simple then.
Small nicks and cuts on my sphychy are now rottingto the core. how far and how fast, I do not know.
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