8/23/2009 12:03 pm
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8/26/2009 3:12 am
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It`s cold outside in the evenings. Wind`s blowing more stronger and became more colder... Grass and leaves are still green. Temperature slowly falls down. 8 days more and it`s September.
Can`t say that this Summer was great or awesome. It was kind of last one. Last Summer I`ve spent in the army)) What about this one? Sunbathed for several times, worked, studied, only 2 times swam in the Baltic Sea, had no money to travel and visit some hot country... Let us say, had no Summer this year, just like last time. But feeling my self peaceful. Cause I understand, that it`s life, and I haven`t reached some level, that could make me proud of myself! Must screw with all of my parts of body, to become a human, that can feel self-contained! Parents wanna see me as a man, that can provide himself independently! I know that, and trying to do my best.
Father says, that he wants me to do things without his help, like he did. I understand that. But when I`m trying to make some moves, suddenly he appears, and tells me that I`m doing all wrong. He tries to study me how to live, tells me what should I do, and what shouldn`t. He always does it))) I don`t complain or feel my self ofended, I know that he is worried about me. But next time when he says: " You must make moves without my help, nobody helped me when I was young!" I know, that in the end he starts studin' me the life.))) Let it be that way, I just don't wanna see him passing through my mistakes))
Love my family! And thank them that they support me in a hard minute!
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100 posts 8/25/2009 8:08 pm |
Smiling here...great read.
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35 posts 8/26/2009 3:12 am |
thx
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