| You never stop loving somebody |
Jul 28, 2008 9:25 pm
531 Views | it is complicated when love has faded
and you can't hold on anymore
you gotta let go even though you know
your hearts gonna hate it
and it just might break it
You never stop loving somebody
no matter what you tell yourself
you never stop loving somebody
you just start loving somebody else
the only solution is making the conclusion
that it is just another lesson in life
and even that it is over
it never really over at goodbye
now matter how hard you try
you never stop loving somebody
no matter what you tell yourself
you never stop loving somebody
you just start loving somebody else
no matter what you say or do
even when you find somebody new
you never stop loving somebody
no matter what you tell yourself
you never stop loving somebody
you just start loving somebody else
start loving somebody else
start loving somebody else
start loving somebody else
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| New job.. |
Oct 6, 2007 5:16 pm
1138 Views | As some of you know, I am starting a new job this coming monday. Since i do not have an apt yet... i will be staying with my father in columbus.
Those that have my number are welcome to call, preferably after 7pm my time... hehe free mins.
I am hoping to be in my apt come the end of oct begining of nov.
Once i am, i will try to get internet service again. for the time being, i can only check in when i go to the library... which sucks.
anyway... i do hope to keep in touch with everyone, i will miss you while i am gone.
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| myth buster #2 |
Oct 3, 2007 7:22 pm
994 Views | That blondes are airheads.
Yes i am a blonde, sometimes i can be ditzy. But I did go to College, ( Ohio University, not some pansy,never heard of college)and I do have a BA in Political Science and a Minor in History, and a Certificate in East Asian History. I also have my Lic. in Cosmotology (which i don't use, because women can be such bitches when it comes to their hair...lol) I should have went to barber school instead. My only fault to being a blonde is that I am too trusting, and I love with all my heart and soul. So yes I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I can think of worse things than that.
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buh bye, duh!!!!!! (bouncing head back and forth on my shoulders) | |
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| rehash |
Aug 29, 2007 7:00 pm
1090 Views | one of the memebers was talking today about an experience they had with an ex korean bf. That for them it was ok to date a non korean girl, but any type of serious relationship was out of the question.
I have dated a few korean and other asian guys, and from experience, i have found this to be true in most cases. Mostly i found it is because their family is totally against it.
Now, if the man knows that his family is going to be dead set against them having a relationship with a non korean girl, why even start one in the first place?
Is it just out of wanting to experience dating a non korean, or what? It is cruel to let someone believe and to think that there is a chance that one day, you could be with this man forever, but in the back of his mind he knows it is not going to go much further than taking a couple trips around the block, so to speak.
My son just called me the other day and told me he is dating a girl, she is hispanic. I am ok with that, it does not bother me in the least, but he was afraid what his father would say.
I told him it does not matter what he father said. Let him get mad, yell, stomp his feet or whatever. It is Jed's life to live and not his. He had his chance in life to be happy and to find that happiness, so why should he deny his son for doing the same thing?
If i was to date another korean man, i would have to know up front that either his family is ok with it, or that he is man enough to stand up to his family and choose what or whom makes him happy. | |
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| Regret ? |
Aug 26, 2007 9:42 pm
Mood: thoughtful, 1108 Views | Tonight on the way home from work, my mind was wondering at it usually does at this time of night; and regret was the one thing that popped into my mind that i just could not get out of my head.
From the time we are born we are expected to do as our parents wish us to do. At least until we hit our teenage years. As a teenage my parents didn't always like the friends that i used to hang around with. But my feelings was that, if someone treated me with the same kind of respect and courtesy that i shown them, then that was the type of friend i wanted around me. Wheather they be "hoods", "jocks", or "preppys".
As i got older, and married. I found out that now i had to act and behave the way that my husband and my husbands family wanted me to act.
Then ten years later, we divorced. And as i reflected on my life up until that point i realized that i have always tried to make everyone around me happy, and i was the one that was the most unhappiest.
As my divorce became final i decided that from that moment on that i would live my life to make myself happy. I was not going to have anymore regrets in my life, unles it was because i did something that i wanted and it turned out badly, but i could not really call it regrets, only mistakes, and mistakes are something that one is to learn from.
Now that my son is old enough to have his own life, he comes to me for advice. And my number ONE advice to him is; Live your Life for Yourself. Make yourself happy, and those around you, that really love you, will be happy for you.
I do not want him to have regrets in his life, by which someone tells him he should not do something, and it is something he really wants to do, i tell him to go for it. Even if it is something i may not like, because i do not want anyone telling me, what i should or should not do with my life.
I think anyone that has the ablity, and age to think for themselves, but listen to others, like parents, and do not live their lives to make themselves happy; will find that they have many regrets in their life, but it is by their own doing and one can not truely feel sorry for them if they find out later that their life is full of misery, and longing for something, or someone they could have had, but chose instead to listen to others instead of folloing their hearts.
I wonder if anyone out there agrees with me, or that i am alone in my way of thinking. | |
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| to know someone........ |
Aug 17, 2005 5:35 pm
Mood: contemplative, 1812 Views | We come online every night, sit and chat and it becomes to be very familiar with us and for some reason or another we begin to feel like certain people are a "friend".
But do we really know someone? The chat room is a place to chat about anything and relax, vent, and hopefully have some fun.
There are days when we all are happy, and days when we are not so happy. Life is not always positive to us, even though we may try to look on the brighter side of things. Then there is times when there does not seem to be any brightness at all.
That is where coming into the chat room and talking helps to relieve some of that, if only for a bit.
Then of course is the flip side. Where everything is bright and sunny and we want to share it all with the world. 
There is one certain person who was always on me to be more positive. Well i do try to be, believe it or not. There is some days i am very perky when i go into the chat room. But maybe someone might say something that reminds me of something in my past or my situtation, and i start to feel depressed again.
They do not know my situation, and they do not know me in real, so there is no way they can determine what kind of person I am. And that i do not take responsibility, I do own up to my own faults.
For the rest of you. I want to apologize. If i seemed to be too negative, etc. I am sorry. Some of you i have met in real, and those people, LOVE YA.. hear me... Love ya. and those i talk to on the phone regularly.. LOVE YOU TOO.
For everyone else, if you want to know the real me, talk to me. And i will try to make a gathering when i can.
Till then... Smile.. your on candid camera... LOL | |
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| Inhumane: Schiavo |
Mar 23, 2005 9:09 am
Mood: infuriated, 2244 Views | I do not know if any of you are following the Schiavo case or not. I feel that the court system is handling this case all wrong.
I understand that the woman had a verbal will with her husband that she did not want to be put on life support or live life as a vegtable. But I think the courts agreeing to let her starve to death is very inhumane.
I mean if one of our pets were seriously injured, would we not take them to the vet to be put down in a humane way? Not let me suffer and be in pain. Starving someone to death is making them suffer horriable hunger pains. Just because she can't say that she is hungry and is hurting does not mean that she isn't feeling those hunger pains.
I think if the woman actually did not want to live this way, and the courts were ruling in the favor of her husband and not her parents, then she should have been put to rest as quickly as everyone in her family had the time to say good bye. Then let her go to sleep in peace, feeling no more pain. Let her die in dignity not from Starvation.
Let this all give us a warning. Do not rely on verbal living wills, if you want to make a living will make it legal and binding on a legal piece of paper so there is no room for this kind of thing to happen again. | |
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| *What would I do with out you? * |
Mar 16, 2005 7:10 pm
Mood: grateful, 2268 Views | Hello
I was just sitting here the other night,chatting as usual just watching the chat. I began to wonder why I come here so often. (everyday).
Sometimes I come just to chat and see what is going on in the room. Other days I just want to have some fun and maybe make other people smile as well. Then there are days I want to have a serious chat.
I have meet some really nice people from online in person, as I am sure others here have to. Some people I have yet had the chance to meet but have heard from others that have that they are really nice people as well. I am glad that we have such a medium as the chat room to get to meet new and interesting people.
But there is times, and I am sure others have had this happen to them as well. That they meet someone in the chat room that they think they would really like, or you think that is a really good friend. But things turn out that they are not exactly as good a friend as you once thought them to be.
Then there is others that have a way of capturing your heart. They seem to sneak up on you. lol ..... Fawn, Gia, Turtles, Ren and Free are very speical to me. Not only are they good people, even though I have never met them in person, with out their presence in the chat room, I do believe that it would not be as much fun.
They are special not only because they have been nice and friendly, but because they are true friends. They give it to you straight. No matter what subject your talking about, you can always count on them to give you a very honest answer.
Days when I am feeling down, they are the ones that truely lift my spirits up.When I was trying to finish college.. they were there when I felt like giving up. There is others here that I like a whole lot too. I don't mean to leave out anyone that I really care about, and there IS others.. and I know, YOU know who you are.
I just want to say THANK YOU, and let you know you are Loved. *hugs and kisses* | |
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